Today! loads of files to carry to another building! this 2 days, Mom woke up early to cook my lunch for mie. everyday bring luch to work. So that i can gets to save more money. Cause this week i'm broke.. Over spent... cause wokring in office, but i don't have any office wear. Mostly is from both my sis... so whenever i had some money, went for shopping end up over spent! Until don't have the money to eat... Sob! However, thought can save money this fews days.. when Mommy cook for my lunch. Today spend $6++ just for a cup of coffee. SoB! But cannot don't drink.. I'm too tired. This few days having war with him... Don't know why! It's seems like i'm pissed off! Maybe is because i cant get that bag i love? I also don't know!! Just having mood swing... Okay! break time gonnna end... Gonna start work again... Must earn more money can buy loads of those stuff i want, clothings, shoes, wallet, funiture & can give Okasan okane.. =D Ganbatte Kudasai!!

("v") Mommie! Okasan! Anata no gohan ga totemo oishii yo! Arigatou Gozaimasu! Watashi wa okasan ga dai suki ne! ("v") 10/26/2006 12:53:00 PM

23 October 2006
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Today went to work again... kinda sleepy.. wanna sleep in the train & company bus.. However today kinda fun at work... OMG! those hardwork of these files all calculate wrongly.. but no my fault =D They teach mie wrongly... But have to redo all! sob! 1000++ files! After work met koibito at Ps. shopped and brought alot of things... 1stly, went Daiso for shopping... then went to Swensen for dinner... then went to shop around brought a blouses again... After that watched a movie at 9.30pm.. Tot only 2hrs but is 3hrs... wad a boring show!! Death Note... Then had some argue with dearie... We over spend le... sob! he had no money to return mie sob! Wonder how am i gonna survive on wednesday? sob! Then reach home helped mama wash up then went to bath then sleep!

("v")When will be have a better life? Dun have to worry about not enough money("v")

24 October 2006
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Today is public holiday but i didn't go CCK to help out as i was too tired. Thus stay at home help to look after yan... i was sleeping all the way... At night had some argue with my sis.. I iron all my clothe then hang in my drawer... She go and put her stupid polo T-shirt in... STUPID RIGHT?! furthermore, it's not iron some more!! When will i have my own space n room? URG! simply cant endure anymore!! Fell like throwing her stuff away...!!

("v")Time move faster! I can get my own space dun needa SHARE WITH HER!!("v") 10/24/2006 11:53:00 PM

21 October 2006
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Today after work he came find me. Called him serval times but he didnt pick up nor smsed mie.. that cause mie think alot... He came without surprise.. Kinda sad.. after that we quarrel awhile we back to normal again... After that i was busy making his photo album... Meanwhile he went to take a rest cause he was superb tired.. work everyday!! Then i wake him up for dinner at Mac with my mei... brought loads of stuff near Mac provision shop. So went to restock... Then go for Mac.. After Mac we went home... then he continue rest awhile then went home...

("v") when can i get my surprise? A month after another kinda sad!! ("v")

20 October 2006
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Have been working in AIG as a admin assistand for 5 days le... kinda stress.. must do alot of things... and superb tired.. Everyday sleep about 6 hours only... But working there, is fun. The people over there all so friendly and helpful. When i was having my lunch time, i went to Somerset. Had KFC again then went to collect my blouses which i asked that shop owner to keep for mie. Then went to buy some tibits for my mom... After work, meeting koibito. But i forget to bring my hp. So it's so hard for mie to find him... i've waited for him about 2 hours 30 mintues.. Superb angry!! Plus i keep call him he didn't pick up my calls!! i was about to go. But i tell myself to wait for him awhile more.. Then saw him coming towards mie.. he talked to mie, coax mie, hold mie, i ignore all!! I know i'm bad but i was really tired.. After awhile i back to normal cause i ask myself why am i angry with him? Not that he wanna b late can see he rushed here with his back of his clothe is wet... I know he tried his best.. Only can blame the stupid jam! Then I request for Present for being late.. We went shopping at Takashimaya. Saw a Charmmy kitty wallet.. he wanted buy for mie but too bad the design inside the wallet not nice.. Then saw a Charmmy Kitty Handbag OMG! i simply love that alot.. so lady and elegant! But it's too exoensive.. However dear keep wanna buy i said wait till christmas mayb will b cheaper. So didn't manage to buy it.. REALLY LOVE IT ALOT!! Saw Charmmy Kitty small clock & a table lamp.. i planned to buy when i have my own room! Then went to shopped around.. Brought a A5 memo note pad again. Then went to Heeren Brought a Elmo bag for Yan. Then went to the place where Happycup are.. Outside the food court, was a small shop selling bags. Wanna get a office bag so brought 1 which i saw when i was having lunch time. Then we went to hav our dinner but most of the shop are close so we went back to cineleisure. Have our dinner at KFC! After that went home...

("v") Having bodyache everywhere.. So tired.. worked non-stop! In future i gets marry, dun wanna work again! ("v")
10/22/2006 02:10:00 PM

Today, not a good day... last night had some argue with him... Like i said i didn't blame anything abt u or ns stuff.. but at lease u still have surprise and gift from mie everytime u book out.. no matter how small the thing is.. as long as it's from my heart! Then end up unhappy again lo... Then he went to sleep lo.. i ah updated blog until 4am then sleep.. before sleep sent him alot of message but he didn't reply... so alibaba lo! Then wake up in the afternoon went shopping all alone found 2 high heel shoes i tried kinda nice so brought both of them... cost mie around $60 then not enough money to buy any dress for my office wear le wor... Then went to Wisma Yoshinoya for lunch... wanted go DAISO but leg very pain so didn't manage to go.. then went to agent company to fill in some forms... After that i went home lo.. hands super tired... both legs also so pain... hai~~~ so unfair!!! hai! is it my fault? feels so miserable! u tell mie wad shd i do? i'm a girl also have girl bad habit... which girl dun nid surprise, gift, romantic?? all u explain is where got the time... just the matter on heart ok? if no money can save i'm sure 1 month a surprise also can! no time to buy?! ALWAYS GIVE SO MANY EXCUSES!!! why am i keep think of our happy days? but i feels so sad!!

("v") Am i asking much? I'm a girl i sometime also need those! ("v") 10/13/2006 07:41:00 PM

11 October 2006
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Today, went to work.. woke up at 6.30am, get off at 7.15am.. Then took MRT to Somerset MRT. Reached there, waited for the company bus. Know a new friend there... She's a kind, cute, sweet and friendly girl named faith.. whole day was stuck in the cabinate handling with files.. filing, find files etc.. About 4.30pm Linday called mie then she told mie dun have to work tomorrow and fri.. cause she asked to transfer mie due to my size.. and she's scare those work too heavy for mie... seriouly it's really stress sia.. saw faith got so much work to be done.. However i still feel a little sad.. cause the ppl over there really nice man! All so friendly..then got no mood to work anymore. Reached home i cried awhile... Called dearie he was kinda angry with tat company said alot of touching things... he said he dun wanna mie to go work cuase it's very hardship etc.. Hope u really will in future... Then i tell him about the back of the story, going work on monday he say tat's better lol! Dearie everything words u siad today melt in my heart.. Hope it not gonna b just a sweet talk but u will make it comes true ok? i'll be waiting!!

("v")Hope monday my work will be more easier task.. ppl over there also so friendly and helpful ("v")

10 October 2006
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Today, in the morning, went macdonal with my family... had our breakfast there. After that went home continue sleep. Cause yesterday talked alot with my mie end up sleep at morning 6++am. Then woke up at 2++pm. Went Orchard shopped with mei.. Brought 1 A5 note pad, 2 A5 photo album and 1 stitch decopetit. Then went to Hereen shop for cap and jacket. Didn't manage find a jacket. But brought a cap for him =D Then we went PS. on our way, i brought honey green tea(dearie favourite!) Then carry on with our journey. Went DAISO.. brought alot of things we spent around $70 there. Simply love shppoing @ DAISO!! Then went home had steamboat as tomorrow is Nee's birthday... Got a call from agent.. got a job.. tml going to start work so happy sia... @ night was so nervous. Busy preparing... cant find this and that. The iron was spoiled... but i needa use so just hack off... iron half way, whole house black out.. luckily got mama with mie... then she handle with the blackout... scare mie sia...

("v") So nervous, worried for tml.. hope i wont any mistake...("v")

8 October 2006
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Today, having great headache when i was working i tell my mama i was having fever but she dun believe... When i reached home, measure my temperature 37.8! The waited for dearie to come. !st thing he was mie was hugged mie.. then she asked "why am i so hot?" i tell him i was having fever.. then she asked mie to rest.. we rest together.. but he was taking care of mie.. put a handkerchief on my forehead... ask mie drink more water etc.. then we disturb my mei.. so funny and cute sia... Dearie say my mie will buy food and take care of mie de... while he was saying he was pointing at my sis... without my sis notice.. LOL! after that i felt better went to buy our dinner. Brought 4 waffers... 1 packet of bread, 2 vallina coke, 3 slice of watermelon... Then he brought mie home he had to went home.. cause today he needs to book in again.. so sad... Time passed so fast when he's with mie... Also dun have much time to accompany mie...

("v") Hope time pass faster.. Hope u can faster get back ur freedom... hate to be alone w/o u..("v") 10/13/2006 01:25:00 AM

4 October 2006
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Today is our anniversary but I'm all alone.. No surprise, Not going out together! But i'll still waiting paitently... i swear! cause i'm waiting for both of our dreams.... 3 years GANBATTE NE!! But dear we hardly go out together you know? Cause on sat i will be working and you only free on sat dor whole day. Kinda sad! No more those time we went out together had so much fun but i didn't manage to cherish those times.... When will i have the chance again for you to spoil mie. Buy mie anything i want on shopping! sob!

("v") SOB! Hope the day faster come 3 years! Dunno how long i can endure i'll try k?keke But i'm sure i can handle these small stuff i have confident in mie i wont walk the wrong path to make you sad =D ("v")

1 October 2006
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Hmm~ Toady went for work but only for half day. Cause i'm still SICK!! When i reached home, faster called dearie cause wanna himcome to look after mie. But he said dunno cause he going for soccer with his friends but they haven't conform. Then i hang up disappointedly! After that he said he was coming. I was a little angry with him. When he came, i forget everything. Then after er ren shi jie, i chased him to go home cause can see that he was kinda tired. about 5pm plus he went home.

("v") Wonder how long will this last? We hadn't been going out for movie of coffee you know? sob! ("v")

30 September 2006
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Today i was sick, thus i didn't manage to go work. My jie take my shift. All i have to do is stay at home look after yan. I called and tell darling. After work, he rush down to look after me as well as yan. When he reached, brought Vegetarian bee hoon for mine and tuo hua for yan. After that, we played with yan. I was too tired thus, rest awhile. Then Yan was trying to disturb mie. My silly dear said this to yan "Aie~~ Yan cannot disturb ah yi rest o!" it's like dun allow anyone disturb mie rest. Is like when i'm his wife. And i'm not feeling well, is his job to look after the kid and dun let our kid disturb mie. After awhile, i was making yan sleep. Then we rest together. Rest till both my sis is back. Then we went to restock. Before going NTUC, we went to had our dinner at MOSBURGER. Then move on to NTUC i was superb blur as i was sick mar. Bump here and there almost fall down luckily got him by my side. We brought wad i need for tml cooking ingredient for spaghetti. After that he bring me home. Then he went home

("v") OMG! FASTER HAVE MY OWN SMALL FAMILY!! I'LB WAITING DEARIE ("v") 10/04/2006 02:04:00 AM