Meeting dearie after work he insist coming... Suddenly Adam smsed me... Then wanna meet me.. Was like so rush man~~ Once i reached home.. faster rush to bath.. then do hair mask.. till 4pm++ quickly washed and meet up Adam at AMK central.. Keep calling dearie check out where is he.. He took cab from Central to Amk central.. End up met dearie at bus-stop... So we called adam.. He was in Bishan... Then both of us went to KFC had our dinner while waiting for Adam.. When he reached, I STUNNED!! hardly recongize him.. Become fit... But still as tall.. Once he sat down 3 of us non-stop talking.. Especially Dear & him.. Keep talking about Ns stuff.. But it's funny... Both of them looked like know each other for very long sia.. chatted until around 9pm, we went to popular brought some stuff.. Then dearie sent me home.. Then he went home..

Dearie brought 4 froggy as apologize for yesterday he felt asleep...

Aren't they cute?

("v") Thank dear for those froggy =D Love them loads... MUACK!! You really made a change.. Know how to coax me =X ("v") 6/30/2007 11:02:00 PM

28 June 2007
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Was wonder why so late i have sleep right? cos i can't sleep.... so do my blog skin & update my blog.. Okay i shall blog when i have story again... later meeting dearie... =D

("v") Simply love him loads!! ("v")


26 June 2007
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Hmm~ today get up around 12pm.. then get prepare and off to dearie house bus-stop... We went to have lasak then ice-cream.... Then we walked to the bus-stop... On our way, we saw a condo sercurity keep 2 turtle & alot of fishes.. IT'S REAL TURTLE!! wonder how he keep it as a pet?! then we waited for bus... 61 if i'm not wrong... We talked alot about pet.. Then i know last time xiao kai, xiao xin cannot keep as pet... cos they r extine... Now then i know... Then In bus both of us play with hair etc.. When we reach central, i went to Jeris to perm my hair but that person was busy so we went back around an hour... In this 1 hour, we shopped.. And brought specky & frenz cards etc.. Then went back to perm my hair.. Afte perm, i saw was kinda nice.. But it not the type i wan.. should tell her i wan big curl... After that we went shop get alot of Japanese food & brought a frogy soft toy!! so cute!!! After that we went to Liang court brought rasberry & watermelon ice-cream at Hatoo... Yummy! When i get home my hair was like OMG!! AUNTY HAIR!! with alot of spoiled hair... She spoiled my hair.. So sad & ugly.. I even cried out... Really regret.. Then mom chatted with me.. then i know how bad i am... No matter towards who.. Nee, Mom, Jie or Dearie... Then i tell myself i musn't show any temper le.. Must control.. Hair will grow.. & in future i will try more hair style until oneday, i found one i would love and suits me.. Actually i like my front hair.. Mom know how Dearie feeling!! so suprising!

("v") sorry! must forgive me and give me time okay?! i know u all will... i must try not to take things so serious... like my hair... make so much fuss about it! when i save back the money, then have enough money, go cut my hair.. this time i wanna try bob!! hope it looks good! at lease won't spoil my hair =x ("v")

25 June 2007
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When i wake up, dearie was outside my house.. as promise he came.. brought me Mac breakfast... we have breakfast, then both of us sleep until 1.30pm... Dearie wanted bring me to eat ice-cream but i was very lazy to get out.. Thus, we went to buy bubble tea & ota! Also brought for jie... Bring to her house.. after awhile, dearie bring me home.. then he went home... so sweet hor? =x

("v") How i wish this always happen... Is like our own house... living together... have breakfast together... sleep on his arm... he always care for me!! Muack dearie! love ya always!! ("V") 6/29/2007 04:47:00 AM

18 June 2007
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Hmm~ Dearie said wanna get me breakfast BUT! he overslept.. Thus, brought me KFC for lunch! However, i called him the 2nd time he then gets up! was kinda sad! But i know how tired he is.. Cos he has been spending alot of time on me for the past few days or should i say week? So i asked him not to come over cos i wanna him rest.. But! he insist! I really didn't blame him or angry!! Then up he successful persude me.. After put down the phone, i start to do housework.. Cleaning my room.. Carry loads of heavy things... Then i started to fix the table which we brought from Ikea.. Nee helped on 1 of the leg of the table.. Then mom gets home help me fix all of it.. However, when dear reached, the table still not fix yet.. Without eating, Just put down the food faster help me fix together with my mom!! Then i do housework alone!! Dearie harly helped me!! Even those heavy things!! sob!! Then we went to bring Yan back from school... I think dearie & Yan had loads of fun!

("v") Dearie must learn to help out some housework!! If not next time i sure work to death give you see ah! =X End of the day, i had muscle ache! ("v")


17 June 2007
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Hmm~ after work, dearie came.. He wants me to spend more time resting then keep playing cs.. Thus, he came and asked me get to bed ~.~ So both of us fall asleep until around 6.30pm.. He went to airport to pick his teacher.. However, the flight arrive @ Singapore was 9.45pm ..... So dearie came back find me.. He called me alot of times.. Asking me wanna go anywhere.. But i was simply too tired so keep sleeping.. Wanted go eat that Haato ice-cream... End up i didn't wanna go again.. Was kinda rush so dun wanna bother my darling~~ He brought food to my house eat.. He brought KFC bentito( i think it spell this way) Instead of buying food he love, he brought food i love.. Thought i said i didn't wanna eat! To make me eat, he rather get something i love so @ lease i would eat some.. Right darling? After food we viewing friendster.. Had loads of talk, gossip, joke! Not long, he have to go.. pick up his teacher from airport again!! I know he dun wish to leave my side.. so as i.. Thus, we must faster work hard!! Get our own house just me & you! As we plan!! ok?

("v") I wish the sweetness he is giving me now, stay with me till end of my life! Will you? However, i'm really contented!! ("v") 6/20/2007 01:56:00 AM

Hmm~ Yesterday? i woke up then start playing cs.. Japan zombie sever was superb! Play non-stop! Then do my stuff! Wda stuff? Eto~~ i also dunno =D Only thing i know is i was hammer-ing that clothe collector which i brought from ikea!! So tiring! It's hard to fix.. I hammer like mad woman!! * wish at that time dearie was there!! Then at night continue playing cs! Gosh! i still not finding a job but keep playing cs & slacking at home!! Needa do something..~ Was kinda sad cos dearie going for his friends birthday party!! I waish i could join in!! But not really close to his friends... All i know is they are fun & friendly peoples!! Dearie happily enjoying himself i suppose... Played cs until 2am plus... End up not enough sleep for this today!! work keep ywan! Can you believe that i half sleep half pack those hot noodless & soup? Was really tiring! Eyes couldn't open up!! However, today customer was so soo sooo~ Fu** up! Can i slap them? LOL!! If everything we are selling are expensive, get to the market & find out the price!! Gosh! How come Singaporean are getting this way? DO THEY KNOW GST HAS INCREASE? which means everything is getting expensive!! I wish~~~~~ i wish to go Japan~! Must faster get a job.. got income, got cpf!! Save money for Japan! & for our future hor dear dear? =x Somethings i really envy Nee!! cos she gets to go overseas for school tour!! I wish i could too!! But i'm sucks @ studies.. Anyway My bottle are selling well in internet.. And the price was more expensive than i sold in Singapore!! In Singapore i sold the most EXPENSIVE was @29.90/bottle.. On internet, was sold @ $40 onwards/bottle.. Without any demanding customers!! Okay i shall stop here!! Check out whether cs was back.. if not i guess i'll get to bed...





("v") I must faster get a job! So got time & money for Jap lesson again... Aaannd!! Can dun need to see those fu** up customers again!! They really sucks to core!! I missed you dear!! ("v") 6/16/2007 09:17:00 PM

There's loads to blog..

13 June 2007
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Last night dearie stayed over night.. No matter how tired he is, when i going bed, he would purposely get up to help me cover blanket then he went back to sleep.. I KNOW IT'S SWEET!! cos it melts me!! The sweetest night i have.. But he sleep on floor & i sleep on bed lar! The next morning i get up 1st.. around 11am i was preparing.. What is he doing when i'm getting ready? He was playing neopets!! Around 12pm we set off.. He bring me to his house to unpack those clothe... Then he change a clothe and bring me have lunch at a lasak shop.. The lasak was superb! Dearie the best!! After that we went to delifrance to get some food for jie.. Then he drove back to my house and fetch Jie.. we went Sim lim 1st.. To get mom's pc.. I falled down so painful stupid people dunno how to drive, drive until the floor a patch of oil... Made me fall down.. Then we went to ikea.. brought alot of rubbish.. I brought 2 dark blue, light orange plastic & 1 blue clothe curtains... a pink roller chair which i'm sitting right now.. a table.. a roll of drawing paper.. a roll of plastic to put on my computer table.. 3 bed sheet of pink, blue, bage.. a packet of cloth box.. to put those dirty clothe container... Then we went home.. When reached my house, dearie went to cut his hair... Jie & i slowly carry those thin gs up.. when we get up, Mom asked me to look after Yan and she went down help jie.. Went dearie finsih cutting his hair, he called me and said that he tio san ban... Was so sucks lo! we park awhile nia.. Mom say she pay lo! Then dearie bring me to Tomson have prata for dinner! Then take away 2 prata for jie.. & went to Mac to buy food for my mom.. Then dearie brings me home.. Help me jie carry her things to her house... Then He went home...

("v") Dear you know how powerful you are? You can simply make me smile from heart.. Melts my heart.. with every movement & words.. I know you made alot of effort to get our r/s gets better.. and u really did it!! i can feel & see your effort =D Love you always!! Your pamper & love is another way! Now i know.. We must work hard together! So that we can make our future together.. Those things we planned to comes true!! ("v")

12 June 2007
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Actually we planned to go ikea to get the furniture or sim lim to get mom's pc.. However was postpone to tomorrow.. So today where we went? To sentosa! Which i wish to go long ago.. For sun tan, for that salty sea water! We reached there aroudn 11am..It was raining heavily.. I was cold like hell..! But still, went to search for places to put down our things.. So wrap myself with my towel.. Then slow walk with him.. Seaching! It was quiet romantic actually... When we head back, the rain stopped.. we had our breakfast at 7-Eleven.. Mashed potato & Nacho.. Also brought a set of toy for Yan =x LOL! After eating, we start setting up Yan's pool... With my smart mom.. Without her, i think we will never gonna set up any part of Yan's pool... Poor me & dear.. Gotta fetch the sea water using a small pail (which is from Yan's toy) & a torn plastic bag.. Jie & Nee was busy eating?! LOL! After they have finish eating, they join in the fun... Before anyone of them get wet, Dearie & i was the 1st to be wet.. LOL! Snatching Yan's pool.. Flooding on the sea.. was kinda relax.. However they was so rough.. Scratched me with their nails!! After that wactually i wanna go around sentosa.. As it changed alot.. Wanna take photo... But they dun seems like wants to so we went to vivo.. Shopped at Daiso.. Then had our dinner @ the food court.. Was kinda nice.. After that we saw that Song of the sea.. we discuss wanna go in.. If is free.. so we went back to sentosa.. paid another $12 just for that.. but end up have to pay extral $6/person just for that.. Jie they all say we should ask 1st.. Then we asked, he say dear shouldn't drive in.. Should refund.. If you all think of it why dun u all say yourself.. was spoiling my mood... DAM FU** UP lo!! Nee still say me! dunno is who say IT"S FREE!! I SWEAR i wont ask dear rent car bring them to SENTOSA AGAIN!! i rather both of us go! Have fun.. go which ever place we wants... So we head back...

("v") sorry dear made you dunno what to do!! Did i spoil your day as well? But i'm still happy with you.. You never say No for what i wants.. You will try your best to get wad i ask for i know your effort ("v")


10 June 2007
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After work, dearie bring me out.. Actually i didn't wanna go out.. Cos was really tiring after work.. However my mei pester me go help her collect her magazine @ Bugis Kinokuniya.. Plus dearie is driving so okay lo~ When we reached Bugis, we went to had lunch @ KFC.. The KFC there was really sucks... After that we shopped around.. Brought a packet of sticker & 2 pooh memo pad @ Lovely land.. Then we shopped around after that went to collect Nee's magazine.. Then we went to Liang court.. We thought there was 50% on everything and i wanted buy a digital camera.. After going there, there was 50% off only if you are able to guess the 1st number of the 4D... Lame right? Thus we didn't brought any.. Then dearie told me there was alot of japanese things at basement.. & Japanese supermarket.. When we went down, i was like WOW! then i know i so sua gu.. =x We shopped & shopped then dearie said there have a japanese ice-cream named Haato.. The ice-cream was superb! End of the shopping over there, we brought some tibits home.. which cost me around $ 40.. Then we head back home.. On the way, in the car, i was talking to him.. However, he too concentrate on driving end up i feel like i'm talking to air.. Dunno why suddenly i feel down again.. When reached my house he knew i wasn't happy.. But for wad reason i dun even know mayb i feel left out when you too concentrate.. He came my house 1st thing he did was sleep.. then i asked him wanna eat wan-ton.. Then i cooked for him.. I'm not eating.. He keep asking me why am i not eating why am i feeling down.. Then after some chat, i'm back to normal..

("v") Dear, you are really the only medicine that can cures me from any sadness.. ("v") 6/15/2007 12:35:00 AM

I felt tiring for living.. I just wanna be a normal person.. Dun have to particpate in any things that is related to god.. I suddenly very very hate them.. I hide myself from them.. Whatever things i dreamt, I try to forget.. Just dun wanna remember anything.. Suddenly i hate Thursday, Saturday & Sunday!! Simply hate it.. Faster get a job.. So that i can get rid of them~~ If this carry on, i might dun talk to my mom as well.. I just more & more hate my life! Althought, My mom dotes me alot..But is like i was force to live on.. Force to do things i dun wanna to... End up i behaving so anti everyone.. I barely talk to them, communicate with them.. Not even wanna face them.. Just wanna lock myself in a corner.. But lucky! These few days dearie so sweet to me.. =D He's trying hard to improve himself.. He did with those effort! I'm really happy that he did something to our r/s.. I wish faster wish our dreams come faster.. I cant stay here anymore.. I'm going insane.. If i have my own family i can get rid of those things i hate to do.. But still have to do it...

("v") Can stop asking me to do those things i hate? Stop physco me those things i hate? & stop talking about them.. Just leave me how i wanna be.. I HATE DOING THOSE STUPID GOD STUFF!! Wad did i get? Nothing! No matter how much i did, they will still unhappy with me... Then get others to replace me! ("v") 6/08/2007 07:11:00 PM

2 June 2007
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