hmm~
gonna start work on monday...
yea! no more slacking and able do some saving again =D
but cannot gaming with jun more often le =(
i sometime really hope i'm a guy..
so i can get close to jun when no one will say abt us~
anyway why do i bother wad who's ever said?

i dunno y i feel so down and emo...
and i dunno why i've been missing him badly this few days
mayb pms?

i dunno wad am i expecting....
i dunno wad i wan....
i really tired of forcing myself take out someone out of my heart which is impossible...
i really feel like crying again now...

can i b my old-self?
jumping and skipping around like his big baby again?
i wished, but i bet i can't do that anymore
everyone gotta grow up....

i'm tired of myself!!! 6/28/2009 03:01:00 AM

6/22/2009 04:42:00 AM

wahahhahah! i'm so happy now......
making ppl gonna explode...
wonder if his pc break into 2?

i told u i can b very nasty....
and dun worry... i'll rmb my words....

is not bcos of i dun care..
i did tried!~ but is u who take it for granted
i help doing tis cannot do that also cannot...
Is u the 1 who wan me wash my hands off....

Everyone wanna help...
but u ruined it...
ruined everyone's mood....

BUT I'M SO HAPPY NOW!!
cos u READ THIS BLOG!! and prove that my scolding dun need to b so direct!!
WAHAHAHAH!!
and now u got alot of attention.. 6/18/2009 10:43:00 PM

sry jun...
i know i'm kind of attitude today...
i know u care abt me....
but i really pissed off with something..
i dunno wad either....
mayb is bcos of my history is repeating now...
however i'm trying to press down my temper....

lucky i haven been throw temper today...
i guess slping is a wise choice...
But i dunno y i still so pissed off...

Jie come here also wont auto today...
play game whole day at home come here still play lo...
pls pls pls.. dun go back to that da jie ehh....
tsk!
and pls pls pls....
dumdum dun let anger cover ur eyes & heart...
dun destory anything again....

or mayb i'm having my pms soon?
URG! i dunno feel like killing myself... 6/18/2009 10:04:00 PM

HA U CAN HAV EVERYONE STAND ON UR SIDE?!
get a life man...
PPl who know u..
from the start THEY CAN'T STAND U!!!!
not only CHILDISH,
ATTITUDE PROBLEM!!!
SELFISH!!
PETTY!!!!
JEALOUSY!!

dun do things bhind our back man....
U r the 1 telling everything this and that...
made ppl like sandwiches.....

u wan who? u tell me straight....
i delete them myself......
i won;t let my friends bcome sandwich...
cos i'm not like u SELFISH!!!
Loving a friends is not make them suffered but made them feel comfortable to b with....

Jun haven been bother wad u said bhind him...
he dun say anything or wad is bcos he dun wanna HURTS U!!!
dun take it for granted....
i think, u r the 1 who backstab him.....
when i asked u wad he backstab u or betray u...
u r speechless... COS U URSELF DUN EVEN KNOW WAD IS BACKSTAB!!
ppl who hav BRAIN & EYES
pls THINK & SEE!!!

By listening to his stories..... u all wanna believe i bwg!!
BUT i hav a copy of the conversation of WAD HAPPENED!!!
and DUMBASS STOP ACCUSE JUN TILL SO SHIOK!!

u wanna made him friendless like u?
is IMPOSSIBLE!!!!!

COS U SUCKS TO CORE!!!

i can b a very nasty person...
really dun force me....
u shd know i'm a crazy girl who can do all kind of stuff...
wan me die with u I'M OK ONE..
i got nth in life anyway....
u gonna step on my tail 1 more time...
the attention u wan..
i will give u a VERY VERY BIG ONE!!
even i'm gonna die also will DRAG U DOWN WITH ME!! 6/18/2009 04:22:00 PM

DAMN U FUCKER!!!
Is u urself who choose this path... dun blame on other!!!
u wanna flame on others!!
u dun wanna hav friend IS UR OWN FUCKING PROBLEM!!
why need to drag everyone to stop making friend with JUN?!
ppl CANNOT play with us huh?
cos u'll get angry with them....
HA! I DUN GIVE A DAMN!!

SORRY JERK!!
PPL GOT THEIR EYES AND THINKING TO SEE AND THINK!!
NOT UR DOG!!
GET A LIFE!!! AND GROW UP LARRRR!!
SO OLD LIAO STILL NEED DRINK MILK!!!

is not a big deal whoever friends u wanna asked them stay away from us
IS OK!!!
DUN NEED U TO STOP!!! I'LL DELETE THEM AWAY MYSELF...
DUMASS.... GO DIRNK MILK!! 6/17/2009 10:49:00 PM


6/17/2009 03:29:00 PM

AWWWW~ a tiring day..
slept for 2hrs!!!!
went to had breakfast with mom and jie...
Then went to met Jun @ TPY...
then we headed to city hall... find where's nee's new work place....
We played around there put alot perfume on us~

watched that movie of Drag me to hell..
Damn scary....

Then went to send my cousin off to Aus....
Well, gd luck in ur study there!!

I dunno wad to say....
But mom dun worry~
i'll wont b that girl anymore...
i'm not rdy for any r/s
i enjoy being single...
love myself...
pamper myself...
learn independent...

Though me and jun is really close....
we r buddy...
i wanna make him the 1st guy friend that'll last till end of my breath!!
and to jun!!
i wont leave u....
we'll always b sister and bro =D
dun think too much okay?!
u not gonna lose me....

as for relationship??
i wanna put aside....
cos i dun wanna get hurts again...
i dun wanna turn myself in that state again....
i know promises meant nth... but time will show everything =D

will upload photos tml =D 6/16/2009 11:40:00 PM

Photos taken on my birthday...
too lazy to upload until today =x
well, enjoy~

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