I had a very bad dreams for the past 2 days.
But there's was a charming prince came for my rescuse.
That's my baby!

So surprise to see him in my dreamsss.
So today i could start off my own fairytales..
The princess is me and prince would be him!
Saving me from the dark to rainbows.
Loneliness to Lovable.
Painfulness to sweetness.
Poor to Rich.
Sad to Happy.
Emotional to cheerful.


The only thing that this princess dumdum afraid of now.
is to lose that charming prince of her~
Not that i don't trust him or confidence in myself.
All along i took everything for granted.
Thinking that is what god owe me.
After so many things happens,
I've fall badly, deeply and painfully.
I learned that i don't deserved anything i had now.
Is fate that let us know each other.
Is Us to take our 1st step,
our heart that beat for each other.
Yet is also our choice to keep everything the same.

In our story i only wish.
god could be fair by
keeping my this cute, sweet, charming, understanding but stubborn
prince of mine by my side.
as well as my family, baby monster too~

3/29/2010 11:25:00 PM

Geez~
Didn't slp well last night..
Thus, not going help my mom work..
Haven't been sleeping well recently.
Supposed to help my mom work..
But Xiang suddenly smsed me and my sis.
That his chalet will be today.
so i have to cancel the appointment i had with my mom again. =( 
somehow feel guilty. =S

Baby went Bird Park to do some project since friday.
I'm missing him like hell..
Without him by my side.. Somehow feels weirds..
Even my mom said that too.=D
I guess he might b happy when he read this.
For the whole day, I've been playing my cod...
That's bad for me thought =/

Sigh~
Don't know how's my baby..
Did he manage to get some good rest with the penguins?
Or are you missing me throughout the whole night?
baby baby! i missed u... u know?
Better make sure when u are back, u'll pay back!
LOL~
And show me loads of your photos taken in the Bird Park!

Well, that's all for today =)
3/28/2010 03:45:00 AM

It's my baby monster birthday today..
Not the day i got her.. really was her actual birth day..

Credits goes to her papa...
For buying her so much food...
Her 1st present was that monster collar from her papa!

Her mama..
Planning small party for her..
But not sentosa... No choice larr now sentosa alot peeps..
I hate to squeeze... and she scare of crowded place too..

Femi's, nanee, Yan
For joining her small party..
Creating so much joys, laughter and fun~

He went to buy mac for me and himself..
Then went to mac another just for my mom... =D thx!
Tml i'm gonna go shopping alone..
Cause he's going to do his sch project =(
Sad thing was he didn't take note of something!!~~
i tot he'd do something melts me..


It's photo time!!









3/25/2010 11:49:00 PM

As time goes by, everything fades..
Including the feeling we used to have..
No matter how deep, how madly.
I'm glad to that i dun feel hurts anymore when i saw those photos.
I can say that, I'm proud that I'm free from those memories and him.
The cage that trapped us for 7 yrs~

I realize.
In relationship, there's no guarantee.
No need to mention about marriage.
Promises can be broken that easily.
How much does promises worth?!
The only way to see if the guy really loves you.
That is when u about to die.
If he's there by your side holding u.
Even when your body turned cold.
He'll still be holding you.
To me this is what loves means.

In my past experience,
i met a lot nice guys as well as some jerks..
There's no right or wrong in every relationship.
Only give in, endurance, love and understanding in every successful relationship.
Is easy to say.

I once loved a guy deeply, madly, truly.
What i get in return was hurts, tears and heartbreaking.
But i never angry or blame on him.
Cause i was too into him.
I'm relive that he found someone who'll love him in the correct way.
Mean time, i also found someone who love me too.
we have the fate to meet each other.
But not the fate to be with forever.
I dunno if he'd gets the change to read this blog,
before i shut down this blog from him.
So that there's nothing would harassed him anymore.
I know he's also struggling hard with those memories.
However,
There's a song i wanna dedicate to him.
杨丞琳 匿名的好友
I'm not sure if he know what this songs means.

I dunno why this time round, i really feels relax and happy.
No more tears coming out from my eyes.
No more heartache too.

I dare not trust too much into any relationship now.
I'm just doing self protecting.
Cause i dun wanna fall again.
Even with 9 months relationship.
i still unable believe some things.
I only hope my current relationship wont get hurts again.

The only believe in this relationship was..
My baby would never hurts me.
Cause i see from my eyes, he's always trying to protect me.
I dunno will he change in future.
But i still choose to trust him.

I'm always the cause to made my beloved one run away from me... 
This was my greatest fear!
3/16/2010 03:31:00 AM

Well, i was kinda down now..
The team who take part in the Microsoft contest,
Just know that we need to do 2 more to go..
WTH with the peeps there gave us some wrong information..
Yet Ms Han did confirm with them.
The worst part was the whole team was falling sick, after the photo taking.
So how now? i dunno i'm lost!
However Chia wei will be going to capture the next place.


Places we went for our project,


Tracy's birthdays,


Taken last week..




3/15/2010 12:41:00 AM

Another month of ours...
Got loads of ups and down during this few months.
To read back those memories, i was the one always bullying my baby =X
Anyway, on the special 9 months,
baby help me paint away the memories between me and him.
I've buried the 2 very memorable presents he gave.

Now in this room, was recreate by my silly baby!
With this new color.
is like telling me i'm his princess always.
No matter my like is up or down, he'll always be there to pick me up =)
This room is so pinky & bright now! =P

I'm in Love with this room!
is beyond words could describe this room now.
Thanks to my beloved 姊妹s and piggy!

Lastly,
Happy 9 months to my hardworking beeeee!




3/07/2010 12:46:00 AM