Why did i change?!
Why am i becoming so evil and mean?!
Where's the kind dumdum?
who did things for other nv ask for anything in return?!

Why is it that i'm so easily get depression & agitated in SG?!
Somehow the only way to ease myself
is to drink and drunk...

I really hate it to the max on how i'm behaving right now!!
was it cause by the stress or wad?
In some sense i wish i could leave this world.
Another part of my thinking i can't bare the peeps i loved!
My heart is so unstable yet i'm still drinking~
Maybe I'm searching for a place to relieve myself...

Really tired..
I'm just buried everything within myself...
i must learn to shut my mouth~
REALLY NEEDS TO!!

I can't cry as my eyes wont listens to me.
I also dunno how to ease the pain & nightmare within me...

I hav everything i need but still i'm behaving like this,
that makes me nuts!
It is not cause of him or my family...
He treat me really nice..
My family too~

The problems lies on me!
God i return u my heart~
Pls return me my laughter & freedom!
Set me,family & him free!~




7/31/2010 01:10:00 AM

STUPID RETARDED GAY!
DUN FUCKING LOOK AT ME AND SMILE!
u know it's kinda pissed off to look at peeps that way and smile.
Dun be the first guy to get slap by me!
I'm not kind but evil.
If u wanna dare me. Come and try!
Better make sure u dun cry and run to ur father/mother!
GROW UP MAN! u like peeps to laugh at ur stupid retarded behavior?!

Base on the way u study!
Dun say i look down on u!
If u wanna score well, than BEHAVE LIKE A MAN!

Once again, I'm a aggressive tigress right now!~
So stay away from me.

7/28/2010 05:05:00 PM

Sigh~ recently i'm quiet pissed off with my CA.
Asking me do this and that.
Really tiring.

Bee unable to come online due to some problem
with his internet.
So long unable to read his daily blog.
Feel like miss out something to do everyday..

Today supposed to go ikea & catch a movie with him
But we didn't as i'm lazy and tired!
I bet he sure feel upset.

Hopefully, this module i still able score 4GPA!
Buck up dumdum & beebee! 7/23/2010 11:56:00 PM

Weee! It's my 3 days back to Singapore!
When i was at Taipei, I missed my home so badly.
Especially him and baby monster!
Anyway i felt weak while i'm at Taipei.
My heart ache on and off.
It'll increase the pain after every pain.
Not forgetting about having difficulties in breathing.
Until now, my heart still unstable.
Don't know what's the reason for it to pain so badly.

Anyway over the 10 days trip was tiring.
But i nv stop eating =D
Can hit 5 meals and more per day.
Manage gain some weight.
Brought alot of stuff.
Our baggage contains 90kg of rubbish we brought,
Sent home 25kg of rubbish we brought too.
Also our hand carry, around 30kg!

Really crazy about the stuff.
Brought some mask, card making magazine, arts stuffs,
cosmestic, sun glasses, snacks, cookies, gifts,
T-shirt, blouse, undergarment, night gown,
as well as some stuff for baby monster..
Spend almost 1.2k SGD
Baby gave me SGD 600 bucks to enjoy myself.
Thanks bee~ Lurve!
Hopefully there's chance to go oversea with him =D

For now i shall post some photos =)



Well, i'll stop for now.
Cause part II is with nee~ 7/15/2010 02:45:00 PM