i'm lost...
i got no confidence in myself & love..
A little small gossip would make me panic.
Besides I've saw a lot unpleasant/negative comment about my r/s.

i really scare like how it stated.
3rd party, unable last long, some changes.
However it really makes me lost more confidence.
i really dun want it to become that way.
i cherish, i wan this love last.
But things is always unpredictable or force~
God like to snatch away things we love alot away from us.

what can i do to prevent?
Will we able overcome it?


9/21/2010 05:07:00 PM

Fall sick for the past 4 days.
Bee & my mom took good care of me.
Bee Came early in the morning, went home late at night~
take care of my 3 meals.
and be a nurse of mine.

All these actions u did for me,
i've record in my heart bee.
thanks you so much.

Today i didn't angry with u.
I know you care.
I know you dun wanna me to suffer.

Sorry for being nasty again.. =)
Love ya!

9/13/2010 11:34:00 PM

Another 10 mins it's our 15 mths =)
Ytd, 5 sep 2010, baby brought me the chair i wanted
Due to the old broken chair of mine...
He really made a surprise for me!
he told me that, it's out of stock..
At that point of time i really feels sad.
However, the first thing i did when i reached home,
was rushing to my room.
And i saw that surprise!
My face immediately put on a huge smile!
Even when i was bathing still smiling.

Finally in this small room, there's something he made.
A surprise, a effort, a story, a hand-fixed, a memorable, sweet chair!
I really LURVVVE that new chair
After enough of exploring my new chair,
i went to bed. and the stupid printer was freaking noisy that freaks me out.
I jumped up of bed and start scream.
Shocked my bee from taking nap on my desk too.

Looking @ his & my mom actions,
made me laugh and couldn't get to sleep anymore.
Had dinner and then he head home.

Today, he waited for me in school.
Than we went Orchard area. Somehow did have some conflict again.
As usual.
i really wants to have a enjoyable, pleasant shopping with him.
Just like how it was on my birthday.
Can't be that greedy thought!
Bee brought me a stitch stickers again =S
thanks bee!

And that's all for today.
I shall post the picture soon =)
Stay on tune!
 

9/06/2010 11:59:00 PM

URG! i really can't stand this stupid broken chair..
It's pulling my hair whenever i'm resting on it..
Or hurts my lap when i sat on it which hav a crack!
I'm really pissed off can't endure any further!

I'm so freaking lazy go all the way to ikea get a new 1!
Cos.. someone doesn't know anything/ wad to do there!
i dun wanna argue with him or hav any conflict!

Anyway today he seems happy cause i got him what he wanted.
A medium size razer mouse pad.
He only wants that but not the card i've made.
Kinda sad about it!

I'm really speechless.......
mayb i'm pms-ing.
showing my temper on him again!!!~
9/03/2010 11:48:00 PM

well, i'm gonna blog today.
My baby always complaints that i'm not blogging
I feel a little tipsy right now,

i'm gonna change my blog link once again..
if u wanna know my blog, get it from me personally.

good night world!
9/01/2010 03:15:00 AM