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Saturday, August 26, 2006

No money life is so stressful! No money still have to go out know how miserable? Sometime really love those things but cant affort to buy it. How i wish i can get a job, with some saving & my eyes dun be so greedy!! See this want this see that want that. I know i'm hard to manage dear. i know u did ur best! I have no money feel like killing myself.. Have to stave myself. I can't ask from my mom isn't it? She herself also dun have enough money, have to pay household stuff, my mei pockect money & there's still little yan around! Money really not enough for her. IF ONLY IF, I DIDNT WASTE THE MONEY ON BMC!! didnt waste the money on that stupid O level!! Mom still have enough money now, wont live in such miserable life! PRAY HARD!! GOD GOD!! PLEASE DROP MONEY FOR MIE?! i know i'm day dreaming but thats the only way i can do. I'm looking for job but didnt manage to get it! Made me happy for nothing!! WHY WHY WHY! things i love alot when i went to brought that things, afew days later they will have offered! When i didn't buy then went back there it's sold out!!! WHY ALWAYS LIKE THIS!! Today isn't a good day for mie....

Thought went out with him! I'm surposed to go over to his house accompany him but end up i over slept! he didnt angry with mie or blame me. If is mie, i would have angry with him for 3 days. When he reached, i'm still busy with dolling up. He waited paitently. Then we went orchard, didn't manage to buy much things i like. We went to watch a movie "Ants Bully". After we had our lunch at KFC, we went to take photo but that stupid machine! Those pen were SPOILED! wasted our money! Taken those picture nicely but without designs! URG! ALIBABA! Next time, I'LL NEVER GO THERE AGAIN!! Then we went to play arcade awhile who know the movie started end up wasted our money again! The movie was soso la! After movie went shopping awhile then went to TAKA brought the glass deco paint. Spend $10 on those crap! After that went to Long John Silver n had our lunch. Then went home with MRT! Kinda sad today dunno how to say but my mood was superb depressed & unstable! Thus, no matter wad he does, pissed me off. Got a little quarrel. Dear i know i'm unreasonable always scold or shout @ u for no reason but sometime u too stick on me when i'm not in good mood will made mie easy to pissed off u know. Those kind of stick like keep laying on mie put ur mouth near my hair n blow those hot air out! U know i cant stand those! Simpily pissed me off! Telling u here hope u will understand & try to kick those habit ok? However u only have a few weeks to keep me accompany, spoil mie, dote mie, hug mie & BULLY mie! Hope we can stay happily or have some happy memorise before u go ns! Hope we cant be like before! i know is mie who spoiled everything! cause i'm not that sweet dear le! I'll try to change back k? Bare with mie! Maybe is cause i'm lack of money very stressful end up making mie easy to get angry or pissed off...

("v")God god! please let my life better... Give me a job, Let me have some saving so that him & my mom wont suffered! I know wad kind of girl i am. I'M GREEDY GIRL!! so please help me if i'm able to pass this obstacle i PROMISE i will change to a better girl of his n her!("v")

****crying bitterly****

--Dumdum wants to live in her fairytales, FOREVER --

8/26/2006 12:59:00 AM