❤Syrup™

Monday, September 04, 2006

3 September 2006
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Today ah nothing special lo after work reached home bath then study for my jap lo! All the while infront of pc lo! Today didnt call or sms him! I'm really very angery & disappointed with him dunno wad to do... to him "U really dump my heart from the sky of happiness to grief" if u cant make it dun promise and dun say so much things that u would cfm u would do it but turn it into dust & tears! i've been waiting for the day we wash clothe together! But i think i'm just dreaming! i wont put too much on it! I dun wanna fall from the sky again & i know i'ld nv climb up that same old sky again! cause i dun hav that feeling & energy to climb up again. Somewhere in the sky i've build our own happy castle! But now i'lb walking on my own again... i nv plan to leave or wad but i feel that my life is meaningless! Like wad i said whenever I flash back at my memorise, i feels so hurts! Those broken pieces of my life can never be mend!!! Mayb i'm fate to lock myself to my heart! No matter wad i'll still be holding on that wad my promises& wad i can give u... i wont look so much in our future cause it might turn into dust or tears!

("v")Now is 4 september 2006... shows that we have been together for 5months really missed the smile i had from u the sweet, love, dote from u.... even now u still the same some of the feeling has changed cause once the feeling had destory, it's different even u tried to mend it there's still be gap & holes u can never be mend!("v")

2 September 2006
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Today was so tired after my work. Hope faster can get home cause there's chances to see him today. But when i reached home, called him afew times he didnt answered was alittle pissed off then i go bath... after bath watch NANA MOVIE with my mei found the jap song i wanted long ago... That movie was so touching!! Also fall for this anime soon! sad story!! I was very sad n angry with him thus, he called back me afew time but i didnt pick up... @ night i was sleeping he called me i pick up then told him i wanna slp n hang off! very disappointed!

("v") Sometimes i dunno wad u doing at home.. u always that tired i know u r... BUT THINK U GOING NS WHO'S GONNA STAY WITH MIE!! Even left this few days u also dun wanna spend more time for mie... U think eveything u did can bring me out buy this & that for me as amend? i can tell u this IS ALL BECAUSE I DUNNO HOW TO PUNISH U!! u made my heart shaky u know? How much u wan it to shake? Back to same old path that we both dun wanna b? DUN TELL ME CRAPS!("v")

--Dumdum wants to live in her fairytales, FOREVER --

9/04/2006 01:50:00 AM