2 November 2006
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Today having lady's problem.. However still have to work.. Feeling so weak, horrible, uncomfortable... Yesterday had a quarrel with him again.. I just having mood swing but it happened tat every of my unhappy words hide deep within my heart has said out.. Out of control everything just burst out.. Didn't wanna let u know those cause i know i cant ask tat much from u when u already so good enough. I've been crying everyday.. I'm really tired of waiting & enduring... it's has already been 1 year i have been doing these.. So i feel tat no matter how much care he gave is still not enough.. However hope no matter how we quarrel, we wont break up.. cause i know how much u meant to mie... I really scare 1day u might do something sorry to... I really hope 1day we will get the chance to have our own family, house etc.. Really hope u can dote, care, love me as much as u can... NS is really sucks.. Not only made our r/s unstable, also have no time to do alot of things he wanted to.. Plus the salary so little... He cant even spoil mie. Book out on sat & sun... Seeing him so tired my heart really hurts.. Even when he's eating or doing something his eyes gonna close anytime... Really scare he cant take it.. and fall ill.... No matter wad i'm still loving u as eva... Koibito, anata wa ganbara nakereba narimasen! Dun fall down.. Cant take it tell mie i'll let u rest~

("v") When will this torture end? Sobby~! ("v")

29 October 2006
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Yesterday dearie promise i will have the charmmy kitty handbag. But today i call him after work, he say dunno if wanna go buy... Then I said "See always give mie empty promises!" Then he went to brought it... He faster saved for the bag.. after reading my blog.. He knew i simply love that bag alot. Finally i have it. But can't bare to use.. Coz it's simply elegant! After tat we quarrel cause he gonna meet his client again but who knows if it real? After quarrel, we said out our problems.. Then slove it..

("v") Thanks dear i know ur effort! But I can see u r so tired so is better dun work.. rest ba.. After ns than say ("v") 11/02/2006 01:11:00 PM