7 December 2006
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Today woke up early.. went to Bugis with okasan to ane... Looking for God statue... Brought 3... "Xiong te gong" & "Ah Nui" & "Seng Zai Ya".. All of them look very nice... Superb tired... After that we took cab home.. Then rust at home... Also dunno how i spend my day.. At night, playing Audition suddenly my mie take some thing small.. talking to me when i was playing game.. She dunno wanna say wad.. Distruct mie... End up i from 1st to 2nd.. Kinda pissed off.. I did shouted at her.. feeling guilty also but not purposely.. After that i quit my game with very very pissed off face... Then called that IDIOT who didnt look for mie whole day!!! But he didnt pick up.. Sometime i just wonder is it giving u too much freedom of doing wad u wan.. end up i walking towards lonely path... Can Sometime dun need me to ask u do things for mie? Feel tired to push u anymore!! Sent him a very hurtsful sms... i feel bad tot... BUT i dunno wad else can i do at that time...

("v") I'm tired of my life!! IT'S SO BORING & MEANINGLESS!! IS BETTER IF I LeAVE THIS WORLD!! ("v")

6 December 2006
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Today was just a normal day.. But at night had alittle unhappy.. Cause got alittle disappointment... I wish really wish to can forget unhappy things... I find that my memorise getting more n more weak... This few days having mood swimg.. Just feel like crying... However there wont be any shoulder around... OH YA!! MY HOUSE ALMOST GOT ON FIRE!! Know wad? My mom heat up the "Lor chap" then forget about it.. when i going to the kitchen, saw whole kitchen was filled with smoke.. i was so scare dunno wad to shout.. But shouted this "MAMA HELP GOING TO BOOM!!!" my mom rush to the kitchen, quickly turn off the gas.. After everything, we laughed like mad... I realise that i do dote my mom nowadays... But in Heart.. However, my stupid still saying nasty things to her.. Sometime feels very rude.. No matter wad, i know she knows my charater well.. Can feel that i love her & dote her.... Also i notice that i really wish to master my jap language.. I getting more n more loving the language of jap... listening to jap songs.. no matter is ROCK or slow songs it simply ROCK ME TO JAP WORLD!! JAP UP MY LIFE!! Simply love Japanese Language... But not being Japaness.. Cause girls in japan, are very pitiful.. The dun have the advantage.. That's why always got bullied..

("v") OH GOD!! DONT LET THIS THING HAPPENED AGAIN!! Dunno how many times already..("v") 12/08/2006 02:20:00 AM