08 March 2007
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Today whole day didnt sms him or call.. Was kinda upset about asking me wait for him end up he went to sleep again.. Then give a excuses of i was sick! However, i keep myself busy.. Every night didnt wanna sleep.. Thus, i made a cake for tracy.. with a special clay.. Then watch anime with my sis till morning.. I dunno how! shd i forgive him after another? i was really disappointed with him! & know tat he wont bother to find out wad had happen to me... Even i record every of my happiness or sadness.. He wont bother take a look as well... Seriously i dunno wad am i to him? He will never nervous about me or i'll b leaving him 1 day... Will we hav our dreams to come true? Only wish he could do something again..





Here are the photo of the cake:

("v") I dunno how i can do to make him care & nervous about me... I dunno how long we can last?! Seriously, i dun wish to find another r/s.. cause i'm tired of it.. i just wanna stay with him always.. If really cant happen, i only can wish my life end faster! ("v")

3/09/2007 08:08:00 PM