Today wake up around 5am.. Hmm went to the market with my mom.. After tat.. was at home busy playing game... Around 3pm met him up.. we went to buy the thing i need... We went to Central point, Robinson brought SKII.. Spent $145 on toner & cleanser... Then went to Daiso brought 2 pails, 2 pair of glove, 1 pair of chop stick, 1 bowl, 2 files, 1 photo ablum refill eh.. the rest i cant rmb.. only know we spent $20 over there.. Then went to Aussion brought a bee quilt cover @ $19.90.. End up left $5 for this week.. Still have to buy chocolate... Carrying those heavy stuff home alone.. both hand were red n painful.. Then rushed home, rushed to my aunt house... as her potion is done.. still own her $5.. Dunno y feel so sad.. He like didnt notice every movement of mine.. unlike the past.. when i'm down he will console.. now he wounldn't ask... Even i smsed him, he didnt reply as well... I really dunno n i'm really lost! Wad am i to him... He really cherish me? I dun feel anything even his love for me is fading.. i dunno wad can i do... i did wadever things i can with all my might... But our r/s getting worst... For him, he not only have no time for me or cant spoil me.. Those basic care, love and concern he can gave in the past, he cant even give now... it really makes me feels i'm nobody to him..

("v") Must you really treat me so badly as days passes? Can't u b that old boy i love madly, deeply & crazyily? ("v") 3/20/2007 11:44:00 PM