whole day not feeling well... Didn't eat anything.. Just dun feel like.. Dunno why our r/s really gets worst! I hate the way u behave when i'm telling u those fault u were in.. I hate when u stay there dun talk.. i dunno just hate the way when we r having cold war... Even u were free, u won't find out wad happened to my life when u didn't know anything... I've cried, I've drink, I'm in depression... You just won't bother to ask... I just wonder if love a person, it's like will auto nervous about that person u loved.. Like wad u said.. U dun wish we to break up.. Yet u can't do anything to hold me nor control me.. Is just see that you want or not! Maybe i'm not that precious to you.. that's why u treating me worst each and everyday.. U always say where got?! But if dun have will i say this? In the past i do feel i'm being loved... But not now anymore i dunno wad u want! Why didn't u use all ur might to understand me.. I use the effort to change for you yet u didnt use any effort to see how i change for u.. i'm the 1 clapping without sound cause lag of ur hands... Even when i tell u someone likes me.. U will do nothing, not even nervous.. U always thinks that i'm yours without doing your part... I just wonder if one day, i really disappear from u... will u nerous? I really dun wish wanna think of regret! Regret of being with u again... From the look of others, we might be loving.. From the look of me, i think it's fake.. WE ARE NOT THAT LOVING ANYMORE! If this time i really wanna let go, i think i'll just do it.. Cause i'm really tired of... waiting, enduring alone, more patience... doing all this u asked from me alone! Yet u didn't improve but got worst.. Even if u does, it's just 1 or 2 days of sweetness...

("v") When the times u said me? u just nv think of my feeling but ur own.. Being with u just like i'm single no different u know? I'm asking much!! YES I KNOW!! Cause i need those to get back the feeling from u! My love for u is FADING!!!!!! even i tell u millions of time it makes no different, cause u will not do anything! ("v") 3/21/2007 07:32:00 AM