He didnt care much about me this few days.. I guess he didnt get my apologise present.. End up we had cold war again.. No sms, no call, no concern.. Got nothing! Disappointment after another.. Without me asking you READ my blog, u will never read it yourself or find out wad happened to me... When i'm down! I wont ask you to read anymore.. If u wanna find out 1 day, when i'm no longer with you, u will know i've sliently leave your side, @ lease u can find the reason here..U promised me that you would change alot of things but it seems like it's another empty promises again... Remember u told me? u will be more alert? more caring of me? I dunno wad u busy with this few days! Really!! Calling me, chatting with me, sms me is really that hard?! Forget it! Mayb is time for me to really put u down.. After that day, i've give up everything including my life... Now i'm just destorying myself.... spoiling my own health~~

I'm tired...........................

............................ Of everything!

("v") I'm dead for now! I tried hard.. I fall hard again.. Even with you, u didnt manage to lift me up! I still alone always! Until i'm done with my things, i will gone from your hug.. And all i can say is I'm sorry.. I do put a effort but u dun eppreatie.. When i'm gone, u can revive your freedom ("v") 4/22/2007 11:25:00 PM