Letter for him:

Sorry if we hav to go back the life we were in, the past. I really cant hold any futher. My heart already shatted. I noe i can never be the somebody to u.. & u will never do anything for me.. I'm Jealous of every gals who hav boyfriend who is really care abt them.. rather than slping.. How long hadn't u bring me out? watch movie? Do stupid things? Laughted on phone? Which ever thing i request from u is that really hard? Infact i think you didn't put in enough effort but slp. Sleep to ignore me.. Sleep to stop any quarrel.. But u didn't noe u've asked me to wait for you for so long.. Meantime, u hurts me as u like! Cold war with me as you love.. But where's your love? Endure is wad i did, waiting is wad i do, Miserable is wad i hav.. Now, I tell myself to let go of this warmth hands of your.. Back to the darkness i used to b.. Like wad u said.. If we have fate to be together, we will.. And you will come back to hold my hands again.. Giving me those warmth that u used to lighten up my life again.. Brings back my smile on my face again.. Dry up the tears for you & never let me feel this way again... If i'm somebody to u, u will do something if not, I'm just nobody!

LOve,
Shiori

However, i still wish our future is husband & wife.. Our dreams to comes true.. I will wait.. But when u come back, all i wants a the old you not this recent you.. Who made me in such grief, hurts, miserable & disappointed... Like how i used to wait for u alone.. Cos i really wish to be the one & only.. If you dun wanna it to comes true.. U might fall in love with others & not me.. I might be more sad than now.. But is wad i choose to walk.. i shall walk without any regret.. But there will always be a you there.. Now i understand wad my mom said in the past.. Guys might change when they went in ns.. I believe i saw with my eyes.. You really changed.. to somone i dunno.. To someone who treat me cold & hot as you like... But you still someone to me..

("v") I swear, I promise... My love for you will always be there! Must return to me.. Must come back to me... Hold me with your heart again!! ("v") 5/10/2007 03:38:00 AM