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Saturday, May 12, 2007

Nothing to say much but.. words to him...

Perhaps when you read this, we may not be together anymore.. Not contacting anymore or even you can;t find me anymore.. Also there's a chance of we back to the days of sweetness...

Wonder how you feel at that time.. Is it the same as me? when she did these to u.. Ignore u just like how u did to me.. Is this the feeling u had those day? So u need to make it repeat let other know how u feel?? Did wad she gave u to me.. Is this what i should get back? I endure, endure & endure.. All i can.. Trying hard to ignore my phone.. Trying hard to sleep at this hour.. Trying not to wait for your night msg before sleep.. Trying hard not to say you anything even you dun do anything.. Trying hard to let time heals.. & go in slience.. @ lease I do put in every effort i can in this r/s.. @ lease i'm able to endure not to sms or call u.. But it's hards not to see ur msg or receive any of ur call.. If u wants to get me a bday present for 21st, I dun want anything this time.. But for u to love, care & pamper me always not a moment.. It must be lasting.. Not depending on ur mood... And not letting me stay loner anymore.. BUt it's hard to get this present.. Perhaps, it's still a another disappointment from u on my birthday.. Just like our anniversary.. Already 1 year & 39 days we have been together.. Nearing our dreams in 1 year 328 days.. Are we going part now? Destorying our dreams which both of us keep looking forward for? I even think that you fallen for other gals.. But who? Mayb ur workmate? I dunno.. I'm Lost.. Waited for ur answer for 4 days.. But didn't manage to get any answers.. And i guess i know the answer already.. I'm nobody.. I will try hard not to pester u anymore, Leave ur side as far as i can.. & let go.. But i guess it's hard for me.. Everynight when i closed my eyes, ur shadown will comes within my mind.. Seein u waving to me, hugging me.. My heart feels so hurts.. Sorry that i've made so many unhappiness to ur life...

("v") Will we back to the days where both of us are so lovely dovely? Which makes alot of people jealous of us? I wish we will.. I wish we can make it.. I wish my 21st present will come true.. I wish we can step into a new story in 1 year & 327 days... ("v")

--Dumdum wants to live in her fairytales, FOREVER --

5/12/2007 04:19:00 AM