Yesterday night had a chat with him about what i feels.. And know that I've been hurts by him deeply.. And our relationship can never get back how it was in the past anymore.. Yes i cried so did he.. Now i'm making coaster for my family, 3rd Aunt's family, Jie's family & friends =X Cos when i'm down & lost, i always dunno what to do.. What to do to stop my unhappiness & anyhow think.. The only think i could make myself happy when i'm down is drawing & listen to music..


Right now my feeling just like this song.. However, couldn't find this song to put in my blog... But here is it's lyric...
Janice, Wei Lan

Never let you gothe rain, just never seems to bring
the joy, I feel the same,everlasting pain of my loss remains
My heart, can't seem to learn to part
the hold you left your mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark
Tho I told myself won't hold my breatha part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in


If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go


The way, you left me on the train
I don't know what to sayI remember everything of that day
I can't, believe we'd never dance
I just need one more chance
to share the sunset our one last romance
Tho I told myself won't hold my breatha part of me was dying
there is nothing left for me to do now, but give in

If you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you
if you gave me, one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes and ya know, I'd never let you go

("v") Hope he able to get back he ownself.. return me the old silly boy of mine... Will my relationship with him back to sweet, romantic, loving again? Or it will only continue to fade, cold, hurts & then left me? Will both of us touch each other's heart again? ("v") 5/19/2007 07:47:00 PM