finally we decided to let go... Mayb let each other rest or~~~ I dunno if i've made the right choice.. But somehow i feel much lighter.. Why i make this decision is becos our condition already bad enough if just endure & still holding on it might get worst... Hurting each other more... So i feel that i shd set him free... Let him fly... If i mean something, if he cherish he would fly back... I'm also tired shd rest more le... Putting so much in this r/s feels really tired~ :P However i feel that, my health getting weak... every night, hard to breath~ every where pain especially my heart..

But now, i'm no longer lonely cos i hav a group of fun friends... All thanks to [NiA] i'm glad to know them & join them...

I have some ****ing for him~ But i dunno if i'm right or wrong~ I'm afraid i making the wrong mistake.. He keep scaring me say how bad he is... Afraid of hurting me.... I really dunno.. I scare but~ i can't get up of the hole already... Cos i'm always missing him~~ And i realise that alittle fond in him!!

("v") I can't bare to let go this r/s.. But i wan u to be happy! ("v") 10/18/2007 04:20:00 PM