i've been crying lately.. Since our relationship has change... There's no longer i can see our future... I wonder have u understand my feeling after reading my blog?! Somehow i wish u can feel my feeling this fews months after reading it... A sweet & considerate guy like you turn into into someone i no longer understand.. It's makes me speechless in every conversation.. I'm afraid i speak the wrong things end up our r/s gets worst... U know i'm someone speak without using brain... Am i really asking much? i just wan that old sweet & understanding guy i've met.. Is that really hard i'm asking from u? i'm in dilemma.. in this relationship right now dunno to let go or hold on tight... I'm struggling hard to get back the relationship and how we used to be... U hate i nagged... I didn't eally nagged much but~ the more i leave u alone it gets worst... Be fair to me can you? The guy who always worried & pamper me wasn't here anymore~


("v") We are not stranger, yet i'm nobody to you... Now you even wanna behave like a stranger to me.. Trying to aviod me! Is this kind of relationship i really should hold on so tightly? Is this kind of relationship worth me to put in anymore effort? I never know the answer cos... u won't let me know but run away!! ("v") 10/08/2007 01:32:00 AM