Thursday 26 Oct 2007, after doing those god stuff, salt came to fetch me... then he ruuh home, bath & changed clothe... I waited him in his car~ Then he went to fetch bk then fetch lee... Lee came to SG mah~ Then we met Uncle Aircrack at his house downstair coffee shop... Had drink & talked alot abt NiA stuff~ Then salt drove them home... Then bring me for supper.. I went to his place had vodka... He didn't drink~ But i was kind of drunk.. He saw gaming.. after awhile he went to slp~ I also LOL~ i sleep in his arms~ I missed those hugs, kisses & pampers.. His ways for *sayang*, the feeling is the same as QW gave... I really do love being pamper like a spoiled child.. Is this another no starting & ending relationship for me again? The next morning, he drove me home.. Then he went to work... In the afternoon i went to collect my vodka Peach... Then met quiting & her friends... One of her friend hav the same problem as me... Right now i very confused i dunno wad to do... I dunno wad am i to him... He also keep telling me how bad he's.... He say he still got other 2 girls i also kind of =S (hardly describe the feelings) Now, i think he's trying to avoid me or are we shy or he dunno how to face me or am i being too sensitive? Not much contact also le~ wad he treating me as? URG! i dun wanna think anymore

("v") Am i being stupid? I dun wanna be good girls anymore.. I decided to changed myself~ i've already lost my sense & myself i dunno who am i right now... To let go or? i really dunno~ Mayb let time tell me the answers ("v") 10/27/2007 05:02:00 PM