15 Nov 2007
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Smsed him but no reply after work, Bk & i tried to call him alot of time for supper~ LOL! finally he replied.. But he wasn't in gd mood... However we still went out for supper.. Salty came to fetch me 1st.. i was so worried cos i dunno how to make ppl laugh when they are emo or down i feel that i'm so useless at times.. Especially dunno how to console some 1 i like.. Then i went over to his house nua-ing.. when he drove his family to airport, while waiting for him, i played css when he reached home, i play naruto2.. Still lose to computer.. Then both of us nua-ing chating~ talking abt my left hands~ Then fallen asleep~ until 12pm++ i then get home.. played css for awhile then went to slp...

("v") I dun wanna anyone to pity me but i dunno how to tell them.... I just wan the real love and not from pity to love >.< ("v")

14 Nov 2007
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Slack at home for the whole day.. At night went to hav supper with salty & bk again... Salty drove us to airport just to hav our supper At Burger king~ Then i brought a cup of coffee.. Dunno y so tempted to coffee this few days~ Then we went to salty house for game~~ when we reached, bk & salty was playing soccer.. Bk lose and then he cheated~~ then salty play bubble puzzel with me OMG i lose all the way only manage to win 2 round next game we played was naruto2 LOL bk+me challenge salt also can't win a single round... KAO! Play until all of our hands numb & sour~ Then salty bring us home.. When reached home i was continue with my drawings THn saw salty on game so i joined in who know my hands still so nua hardly play keep get killed so i went off continue with my drawing again~ Until my hands are better i join in.. Played css until the 10am++ wanna get him breakfast go find him~ but end up uncle coming at 12 or 1pm so cannot make it le lo~ hav to cancel~~ Sob! I wan hug hug nah~

("v") Simply love the nights i spend with them~ I nv fail to smile from my heart~ They cheer up my life.. Somehow i missed him but keep telling myself to control~ ("v") 11/16/2007 10:34:00 PM