Came home around 5am++... After work i came home bath & take a nap.. around 10.45pm, bk came pick my jie & me up... We went for the SSGB outing... In Bk's car, Hav Ironhide, Spectre, bk & both of us... LOL~ We went to the lan shop for gaming after that went to hav supper~ Salt join in around 1am++... Didn't manage to talk much to him or get close to him as there's too many ppl around... I dunno wad we are... Now i wish i wanna get a answer.. Right now i dun wanna b in b 1st place or wad in anyone heart... just a small gap will do.. like he always said i'm the most impt to him.. I'm the 1st place in his heart but end up... Is it a lie or? so i've learn so many lesson le... As long as he's care, love & dotes me is enough le... i dun wanna ask for more or put in anymore effort in any relation anymore~~ Today i feels so moody~ Feel like killing myself ah~~~ IDIOT IDIOT IDIOT!!!

("v") What i wan?? Dun try to change my history or create another story of my life! Just leave me alone in the hurts palace! I dunno wad is happy but miserable~~ ("v") 11/04/2007 04:49:00 PM