in the end, the story is still the same.. back to where i am... back to where i belong~ I'm tired lerr~ All fairytales and stories are just a lie or just a story... why am i always that navie.. why am i always living in illusion & hallucination world? when will i really wake up and face the facts? I wans to hide till when? Same story as salt.. i shall use the same method to hide myself & feeling until it fade away... or dun dare to face the feelings? i dunno.. just either ways to make him feel better.... GROW UP LAR!! CRY CRY CRY! wan cry till when... can tears solve the problems? i just hav to keep myself busy to stop thinking anything... keep myself busy to skip missing of him! Like b4 find a job... eat, work, slp & drunk... No extral time to think... The reson of not listening to ur words is cos... I'm used to b that.. wad he said i does... really very good girl.. so~ wads the pts? i get hurts in the end and more worst... even if i does listen.. euu just nv know.. i dun like doing things infront of ppl but in heart... Heart that matters.. But always end up giving ppl wrong infomation... Reactions and actions is the true feeling of a human being... words r just too fake! 4/27/2008 05:19:00 PM