sometime, some feeling fade le, lost le.. no matter how hard u try, the feeling is no longer there.. Even u force it, u still won't find it back.. especially in a relationship which u put in alot alot of effort... Wadever u tried to do now, my heart is dead.. There's no way to revive it.. Yes! you did for me alot of things this few days... u pamper me like b4... u dote & gentle to me.. treat me really nice.. But why u wanted to wait till now then do it? why wait till my heart is dead then u do all this? it's pointless.. i just wont feel anything anymore... cos of u.. i lost everything~ my confident... i'm no longer that girl who dare to fall in love.. who dare to put in so much effort in love~ who so relay on others.. i rather have nothing! u saved me up from falling.. and then u let go and let me fall from a higer level... sorry i'm not that silly girl u looking for anymore! the 1 u love is her.. and u wont b able get her back anymore~ b4 i know u, i'm alway sad & emo... and cos of u, i become cheerful and happy.. also cos of uu, i numb myself, restrict myself, destory myself, hate myself... i cannot find back myself anymore too~ just let me do wad i wan now... until i can't take it anymore... i also dunno wad i blogging~

("v") HurtsGiR is dead.. Her heart is dead... Pls let her b! dun revive her and make her fall more and more badly over and over again! Trying destroy wad i hav now! so i wont hurts them!("v") 4/14/2008 10:56:00 PM