this 2 days, he came at night accompany me... my life hav slightly changed after he appear~ Really happy to hav him.. pamper me to slp... watch me sleep.. care abt my feeling.. b by myself... care for me... all i nid is those simple action liek he does~ it really melts me... Dunno why today i so down... i really dunno why~ he was like purposely make me heart pain... make me cried for him~ and even dun wanna talk 2 me after that... i really dunno wad to do when i'm down.... i really dunno how to keep myself cheerful~ everyone of my family members said i changed alot.. seldom seeing me throwing temper... but i was very quiet and always lock myself in a corner~ there's gd and bad i guess...~ somehow i missed him~ right now i dunno wad he doing~ HAI~ my heart so pain until wanna die lerr~

("v") Is this feeling i can trust? can i trust this person i love? Can i relay on him? somehow, somewhat i've lost everything... My confidents, my trust, my love, my feeling, my sense and myself.. wad can i do now? How? can someone give me hint.. i really dunno who am i.. wad am i to him~~ Am i day dream again?("v") 4/18/2008 02:39:00 AM