hmm~ today mystic help me with formating my pc.. cos i really can't stand my pc slowness and giving me alot error and stupid things... but... after format.. i dunno wad to do.. all those things which i nid... wasn't with me anymore... like photoshop, Ms office, language bar.. and i can't find back my mouse sens..... wasn't prepare for formating and just do without thinking wad i nid... now my css abit weird weird de.. when i press tab, not use of the list so big~ and those special wording wasn't able to see... those website i also lost it... Awww! really dumb & stupid lor me!! But still nid to thx mystic for his help~ he didn;t slp yet still come and help me.. sry to trouble u... if not ccos of him who bomb me... i guess now... the basic trust i hav in him also lost lerr~ not even 1% ... why? just why? i nid to hurts myself and destory everything until not even a single 1% trust in him? i was really down! But was alone.. last night had a sweet dream... dreamt of a guy who treat me that nice and sweet.. like how he did..... i missed those feelings.. it's so sweet until i dun wanna wake up.. dun wanna open my eyes... it has been sometime i haven been dreaming something this sweet..... And recently didn't really talk to euuu....... i think gonna lost contact again.. another same story as salt.... In the end it's still the same... anyway~ will b sending back the sim card to him... not gonna meet up with him anymore.... hmm~ Tracy and Joanne? HA! i just feel that... destorying everything.......not even a single friendship... Wanna Mia until they also can't find me... i guess wont b getting another hp ba~ If tonight gonna hav sweet dreams again.. pls dun let me wake up... let me go off with the dreams~ Ytd i think was the worst bday for my mom.... 24 days to go! bad luck coming~ Jinx is here! 5/10/2008 12:31:00 AM