i think i really nids to say something very mean to him! either stand or fall like wad nee said.... the feeling is gone i hardly force it back~ no matter how he wanna celebrate my birthday for me.. somehow i dunno is real or fake~ I tot hav kaka, my life will b happier.. but wasn't... she's still not that sticky to me and under me like how angel does~ Angel still the best darling i ever hav~ i abit wanna giv up in keep kaka~ cos~ i very emo.. do wad also no life lidat.. but she was very weldome to my house.. and can counted as very obedient girl~ (dunno how 2 spell =x) i dun wanna abandone her like how angel was~ wish the time past faster she grow bigger and more fun~ can;t wait to play fetching with her~ She's too NUA! can active and sporty abit? =x sad my chivas finishing~ i think really cannot kick the habit away.. everytime i feel miserable and depressed i will turn up in drinking... but now i guess is better~ i dun drink everyday~ and drink that much too~ only 1 can or soft drink~ HAI~ My kaka is so clumsy~ keep falling down... And lastly! NEE JIA YOU!!! any xin shi also hav to endure!! when u come back sg we can b that crazy again~ drink tea and vodka together~ see u study like mad~ quarrels and argue~ play with kaka! I'm waiting! times fly~ 5/19/2008 09:54:00 PM