Recently, we seldom talk... was wondering is it all relation is like that.. tense to get very close and contact each other every min in the 1st place.. When got that relationship, the contact and communications reduce... hmm~ really dunno wad to do when he's sick.. it seems like he dun listen to me... or wan me to do the same thing as him... He just hide his feelings up as always... Hard to guess... Then it become lesser coversation with him... more with don and mystic... I wanted to chat with him... but was like out of topic.. or dunno wad time he's free~ I'm afraid to disturb him in studying or resting... always think of this end up didn't call~ i guess i really hav to get a job... Thus won't bug him too much~ i know this new chapter of my story also has no good ending~ or can say a fullstop out of sudden.. i'm prepare for that... i was like prevent myself getting hurts again yet.. wanna heal him and lubb him~ right now wished to hear his voice! Call or not? As topic "who will be the next prince come for the ugly toad rescue?!" And the ans might be the toad will hav to stay in her well for life alone! No prince will b there! Why today feel so emo and sentimental? body ache and giddy~ Hmmm~ Anyway went for the check up ytd.. was BLOODY painful! to think back it has been 5 years i go for those treatment.... it's not only wasting my time but money and pain~ sometime even hav to see the nurse face and attitude... 5/03/2008 06:32:00 AM