ha! i dunno wad to say... i think kaka made me burst all my anger out.. Yet still enduring.. until feel that my blood is rushing up my brain... now even i breath, can smell of blood.. the 1st person i find when this incindent happened was him.. ye he can't gib me any console.. really feel that he bcome that useless! Everything was a lie... lucky this time i nv 100% believe in him.. i really think he's not the type of guy i wan anymore... that gentlemen he, that caring him, that alert him, that sweet him wasn't 4 me anymore! kaka really made me angry till a rush of selling her away~ Only my mom know how much that phone meant to me... i used up all my beloved saving money just for that~ i really scare kaka near me i will abuse her.. i see her now feel so angry that wanted kill her or throw her out! When i see my phone my tears gonna burst out... i guess i will b drinking backk.. kaka made me kick the habit away... yet now~i shd hav listen to mom... dun keep a dog... and this incident... alot ppl said " who ask u anythow put ur things!" IT WASN'T MY PROBLEM... i always left my things on the table! why always u guys dunno how to comfort ppl nvm la go add in oil 4 wad~ i can say u guys dun understand me well.... this kind of is it really my friends? HA! when i feel like posting the picture of my phone then say~ 6/18/2008 04:51:00 PM