now, i finally found some 1 who loves me the most and & pampers me.. although she's naggy at time.. But seeing her care & effort, her true colors While i was in dilemma, she gave me the best advise.. when i'm in trouble and trying hide it, she will show extra care...
when i was with her, she was the 1 who asked always if i'm alright? and if i feel unwell, she askes me to wake her up... when i'm upset to let my kaka go, she will try comfort me and even let me to have kaka back... when i'm broke she's the 1 who always asked if i have enough money? thinking back, wad hav i done 4 her?
i'm afraid i might go blind.. recently my eyes... feels weird... always suddenly it'll go blur, the only thing i see is white and bright image! !! ~ i'll learn to love her back... gonna learn to put 80% of love to mama and 20% for kaka~ i think i'm really tired le... all i wan now is to b happy... wanna spend the rest of my life with my mama! cos all along only i've hurts her & shown her bad attitude her... and her, she did everything for my sake 6/30/2008 02:02:00 AM