hmm~ manage to find out the problem... so my sense is right! From the begin, From alittle of change everyday towards me... it also shows that his love for me alittle by alittle decrease~ Hmm~ he said last mth he gave a girl a chance... and that's is wad i nid now... Tears can't stop falling, blood also can't stop dripping! But i nv regret to make any decision... Like i said! now i only can see his backview from a far distance... i'll just nv catch up anymore.. i guess he also wont slow down... Is this means wadever he said to me is just coax? asking me to wait for him, said will giv me a better life? i always wish to see him holding agirl's hand if he really stop loving me.. cos it might stop my heart from searching 4 him.. or catch up with him! u said... chances not only once.. is many... U know is not all.. i've nv been in love with some 1 that madly.. but all i wan is to see his smile... the smile he always shows me.... Before we tgt, and wans to b ur girl, i also only wan this.. i wan, the guy i love most to b happy always! i jus dun understand why is the feeling suddenly pop up again? Aww~ guess i'll b drinking for sometime again~ until i'm sick of it, and gets to heal myself again! Thanks QW, tot our wishes may bot b fulfill, but u r the 1 who entered my past.. and managed to heal everything... my nightmare of childhood, the neglect of a childhood and everything... and leave a most sweetest life, story, history, memories wadever is it to me... He's free~ and so do i! i wont get stuck with that qns anymore! Aww~ i go le~ when feel liek blogging again then blog bahh! I'M SICK AGAIN! last week also lidat after work fall sick!

*I ever had the most sweetest story, in my life.. and that is when i hav euu by my side... i guess i wont b able to taste that sweetness again! I do cherish every single thing u gave... Did i manage to leave some sweet footsetp 4 u too? i wish u would know my feelings when u start to neglect me~

7/13/2008 06:08:00 PM