on his bday that day... i tot nv gets a chance to sing birthday song for him this yr.. every yr i think i already used to it... when our birthday to hav each other by our side~ i was upset cos couln't b there for his birthday.. not even a birthday song for him... But who know he gave me a surprise... that is he meet me after what he's busy with... still b4 his bday.. we brought kaka along.. for some walk to mac.. then back.. actually i was looking for a cake or ice cream and candle.. but wasn;t able to get it.. I'm so useless~ No matter wad.. was happy ending... i tot there will b alot girls wanna celebrate for him.. i only can stand aside... but turn out wasn't the way i was thinking... I wish time could turn back to where we used to it.. But is it really possible? sometime i really wonder... Do he love me or not? There's always misunderstanding between us cos... he always like to hide things toward himself.. even when he brought up also say half way and stop... But somehow this time we manage to make things clear... Hope we stay as how we are now.. i can say is a small improvement after so many things happened!

*i wanna doll up myself!!! Hair faster grow long i wanna dye and reborn it!! and my teeth!! i wanna change my look~ by erase those ugliness! And nee! i will change myself cos of me and not others.. i wanna b happy~ Not only in looks, but everything~ i'm trying hard.. Buy me more oils to pump! 7/31/2008 03:38:00 AM