Have u ever hear of a ver very stupid person? after u see my blog today i will find 1~

Supposed to meet him today.. shopping, movie etc etc... but i destory it~ purposely! i dunno why... why am i hurting myself and making myself miserable? i shattered wad i wan~ just to b with him... in exchange of his attentions....

Today went out with xiang.. he came my house say wanna slp end up he didn't lol~ then me went out and meet jie then monkey~ watch movie; death race... was so bloody~ Hmm~ not bad larrr~ but mayb is bcos my heart is not there so dun find the show nice~ thru out the whole show... i keep think why am i doing this to myself... i'm waiting and always wanting to go out and b that loving with him... yet why am i destorying it?

I dunno why also~ Mayb i'm crazy.. luckily i now got someone who i can share my problem with~ Really feel relax, able to share every unhappy things with him.. Especially i'm with him~ i can take off the mask and open my mouth to talk~ i also dunno why~ 9/13/2008 12:48:00 AM