Sat 8 Nov 08:

Woohoo! a special day for me, how i wish the time could stop at that moment! we went to hav dinner for prata... =.= and end up i dunno who's the 1 paying... thanks anyway~ Then we head to Timbre and chill... i think i'm the only person chilling... Jon is driving so can't drink~ =( in the middle of drinking, stupid nonsense ran off~ i also dunno why he's freaking emo ytd... But is the 1st time i'm so happy when i'm drunk.... and everything is so sweet to me!! the flower, the chat, the smile, the joke, the console, the protect... made me feel that i'm a big baby! i think i can get rid of the past le... So, i'm ready to make a change!! No more drunk!!

i'm a girl, i wanna to be pamper like last night! i wanna b happy like last night! all i need is the sense of secure~

*i think, is time to let go... and not to drag on anymore since he already say that very clearly... it's time for me to give myself another chance! find a guy who will love and pamper me~