To someone i care:
I can read ur stress, grief, sorrows & miserable stories behind ur smile... You always smiling to hide everything! i'm sucks in consoling others... dun say others i can't even handle with my own emotions... mayb u already used to cover ur grief with ur smile? Let ppl sees that u are doing fine? But to me i feel that you r not! i wish i know how to make ppl smile like u did~ But i can't!!! That is something i'll nv learn for the rest of my life.. Cos i dunno how to hide my grief & tears well! If you really need someone to talk to that u feel secure and trust... i hope i can be the one! i hope i'm able let you feel better! i'll promise to give the best shot!! Cos u didn't know how special you are to me..... Another special friend of mine! *i know i'm stupid cos you dun even know that i hav blog or you will take a look at this msg! But i just wanna write down the feeling i hav in heart before i forget!*

I just wanna make sure that all my friends are happy! Let me carry all the unwanted feelings and emotions... That's y i'm known as RUBBISH!! hurhur!~ 11/06/2008 12:32:00 AM