Tue 25 Nov 08:
i almost can;t get up for work... Lucky got jin to give me morning call.. Else i think my boss gonna kill me!! When i woke up, was having bad hang over... i drank water and puked out... wadever i ate also puke.... and so i took half day off and get myself to hav some rest... But i still went to work with the hang over.. where ever i walk is all spinning... But i nv regret drinking and chilling out with them... I'M HAPPY! yes i am! and i love & missed my girls~ =D

*i dun feel like staying at home~ i dun wish my mom and sis to know too much things abt me... i wanna b that quiet like in the past cos i feel that the closest we are the more easy to hurts each other... less contact less conflict... body language, the way we speak is the easiest to get any conflict.. Furthermore mom now knows i'm a drinker keep on nagging at me... i just wanna be happy is that so hard?!

Mon 24 Nov 08:
After work i received a call from nicole, and we gonna meet up~ for chilling... It my 2nd time i got knock out after drinking! i dunno the story behind when i'm drunk... i've drank 2 erdinger, and the shot... And was dead drunk~ lucky got those girls and nicole's guy friend help out... Another very sweet guy who drove me timbre when i lost my way there... then he & Rio joined us in drinking for a cup, and went to meet their friends after that.... After i was drunk he's back to timbre and fetch me home... i heard that he carry me home! I wish at that moment i'm sober cos i missed the feeling when i'm in his arms... Missed the feeling he care and protect me like his only precious girl~ But unlucky me was drunk in deep shit! i wish i know the story when i'm drunk~ sorry babes and hunks for the trouble... thx to hav guys around~ =D too happy to be with my pretty babes! But really got to restrict myself in drinking larrr~

*didn't took any pictire with my pretty babes~~ =( hope next time we'll meet again for drinking and i wont get drunk~ I'm so ps lo!! sob~ 11/25/2008 09:07:00 PM