wed 26 Nov 08:
After knowing wad've i done when i'm in dead drunk, i couldn't get to slp.. keep on laughing at my stupidity and feels so guilty towards my friends.... It really bother me.. As i dunno why i drank that much and did those things that i didn't know any shits! URG!

after work i went to orchard and waited for my prince.. waited him for 4hrs plus i wasn't feeling well~ i gave up and went to take mrt when it reached 10pm.. as it's weekdays so no midnight movie.... i went to took mrt with tears & disappointment... Off my phone and everything but still on it and contact him~ Met him at ps and he took me around... driving me around just to cheer me up and wanna bring me to some romantic places for supper, it's a pity that all shop was close at those hrs... while looking for place, i told him to whole story after we broke off.. i've got depression etc.... wad really happened to me and how i pick up on drinking...
so we went to the old place he used to bring me there for porridge and send me home...

i wants and will be your gd and silly girl again! sorry for everything~

Thu 27 Nov 08:
i dun understand why i keep having bad headache after that headache, i couldn't see anything.. i wasn't able to see anything, i see everything white... i suspect i hav a tumor in my brain! hahhah~ perhaps i watched too much movie? But if is real, i dunno how to accept.. So i decided to ignore this matter.... this happened when i'm still working... and everyone left... i dunno wad's wrong with the youngers nowadays.. many excuses for not working... or left without letting others know... No choice i gotta do everything by myself again =( 11/27/2008 07:25:00 PM