dunno what shit i step on this few days! This morning, he smsed some sweet msg.. But somehow i feel hurt when i saw those msges! I dun even know wad to reply! Late for work again so have to take taxi down again! Work till 6pm.. In between my working hrs, Jin came to accompany me! Else i would bored to death! Then Noga came for salad! I love her! she's the best customer i've ever got! 3 of us having nice chat there! After that Jin helped me with the closing so i treated Jin dinner for many reason! Example: he'd treat me when i'm broke, be there when i meet any problems, accompany me when i'm working alone (so that i can go toilet)... Sorry that i'm always making you vomit blood!! After the dinner, he accompany me for shopping spree! I've spend about $200 on my sleepwear @ cotton on, slipper and brought some other stuff from Daiso! After shopping, he send me home! But still got to shop for my chinese new year clothes, shoes & bag(u shd know who i wish to accompany me for shopping..) When i reached home, gave him a call as i received a miss call from him earlier! He's sweet but i guess might b some sweet talk again~ so that i wont b angry/upset... After all i really do feel better~ Better than he left me alone~ Soon after we hang up, i had some arguement with jie again! Geez~

i guess i hav to kick the habit of spending alot money when i'm feeling down! I hate my noisy family! i rather lock myself at a corner!!

*He's sweet to me today! Is it because he feel guilty? Or he really wanna treat me better... Just wanna treat me as his gf than a normal friend? i dunno somehow i'm confused!! i wish to heard the ans from him face to face!!~ AWW!~ my head gonna burst soon!!! I guess he'd b unhappy with me for making him........................... 12/28/2008 10:51:00 PM