i will withdraw..... i'm willing to withdraw if she the one he love than me~ i will leave quietly without any complaint! i wont fight!! i won't make u stand inbetween us like a sandwich~ If she really could give u happiness, i'm contented!! Dun worry abt me, i'll take care of myself... i'll go back to the life where i used to be.. If that's the case dun stop me no matter wad i did to myself... Anyway with me, i can't give u anything not even a smile~ I'm just useless~ Just like Jin is my Angel who always look after me in the dark.. And i'll b ur angel, make sure u get ur smile & happiness~~ i need time to calm down, and think wad shd i do!~ In the end, i still unable to settle down with him.. Still unable to fulfill my dream! I tried my very best to change to the girl he used to love.. Somehow, it's pointless cos he no longer love that girl too!

*Regrets for not cherish those time he always come down to my work place and fetch me home, pamper me! Is something he wont do now~ Not to my work place or date me out!! Always i'm the one who asking him out!
*Heart is breaking into million pieces again! But, i'm someone who will keep on standing no matter how many times i've fall.. i just need time to heal.... When i'm rdy to stand and run again, i'm rdy for the next fall~~ i'll pick myself up this time! 12/27/2008 08:47:00 PM