When i was on my way to work, he called... then i received a sms from hom saying he will come find me after my work... i told myself not to look too much on it.. i know how it will end up... i work and work when the time is moving towards 6pm, my heart is breaking and aching! Why? i knew the outcome but why am i still having those feelings? why am i still awaiting for something is impossible? why do i wanna hurts myself?

why he always enjoying makeing me disappointed after another? Why always wanna made me cried in the public? why am i always that stupid awaiting for wad he said/promise when i already know it's impossible? Why wanna treat me like a garbage? Call me as u like, find me as you please, dump me as you happy?

After everything, even i insist of meeting him, he still came to my house! And gave me a big surprise!! When i get out of my door step, near the stairs, i saw a big present.. i tot who would left a big present here? i still think it might b a bomb or wad! Then he appeared gave me a shock! We bring the big present down to the void deck and opened it... It's the sylvania house and the bed! I'm sure it's very costy! Somehow heartache for his hard earn money! Shd ask him get me the ipod instead of this!~ But he's just fulfilling one of my wishes! Thx baby!! i love it no matter wad! Wad matters most is ur heart!! Then we bring the big present back to my house and get him his present! He opened his present while on our way to Mac... Had dinner and chatted with him! before he escort me home~ 12/22/2008 07:42:00 PM