will our story continue when there's so many missing pages... will the ending still the same? Are we still sharing same dream? or i myself is the one who dreaming on? hoping it will come true? sometime, somethings really make me wonder if he really serious abt the relationship, if he really wanna setter down with me? if not there's no point for me to make any changes... i rather b some useless girl than his silly girl if that's the case~ whenever i'm with him, he always make me fall in love with him so easily. Not only that but keep on wishing that the dream we made will come true as fast as possible~ I'm craving for alcohol again! So many things in mind made me feel like crying again~ Am i dreaming this time round again tgt with him? He treat me really nice but there's still many qns i didn;t dare to ask or clarify...

Furthermore, i had some problem with my family~ i dun talk to my jie @ all.. whenever i come home i saw her f***king black face i sian 1/2...like i did something terrible to her like that~ Therefore, i dun wish to go home that early... no matter how tired, i'll just drag my time outside~ i dunno if this sat she's going anot... if i saw her there i think i'll just walk off or wad ba... and i think i will b late due to work~

i hate wad i'm having now~
i'm tired, but no peaceful place for me...
i'm like homeless~
noone by my side when i need someone~
the relationship between me & my family getting worst~
i dunno wad to do~~~~

saw this on my friend's msn.. those words are for his gf~so sweet right?
1.让我保护你,
2.让我照顾你,
3.所有的要求不能当作游戏,
4.接受这命运,
5.永远不分离, 那最后一个一定要说你愿意. 我只要你开心多一点, 给你幸福到永远~ 12/04/2008 08:16:00 PM