i dunno why i'm extremely unhappy today... after my lunch i actually drank sake at my work place~ and then bring home the rest... From next month onwards i'm gonna lock myself at home... cos start working at uncle's shop also able to save money.... When friends birthday i'll still make it for sure *AS PROMISED.. sigh! i haven start designing my chinese new year card!! i got the inspiration but no mood to draw.. Even if i'm gonna draw with this kind of feeling everything will turn into shit! I wanna save alot money for this yr if i work at uncle's shop sure can... cos all activity will b banned!!

*i've got nothing or anybody but myself
i shall stop trying hard to change the fact and my life
as it's getting more miserable
instead of getting wad i wan, i'm lossing even more
By that time, i guess i'll really lost everything!
i'll learn to b contented and not begging for more
why, why am iiiii.........
always left out, always left behind~~

Getting for (estimate +)
-ipod $350
-laptop $1500
-braces $2000
-Wallet $500
-handbag $1500

returning (estimate +)
-mei $500
-jie $300
-mom $1200
-piggy bank $3000

Total: $10850
(At lease got to work at my uncle shop for a year then able to save something also including not going out! But i guess it's hard)

1/14/2009 02:05:00 AM