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Friday, January 16, 2009
i dunno why i'm so emo!! I wanted stop drinking~ even tried eatting ice-cream~ Ate 3 ice-cream yet i'm still not satisfied~ i dunno wad i'm thinking or bothering me... all i know is i missed him badly.. He dun reply my smses.. makes me really thinks alot.. If those days i choose to endure, cover up and eyes and ears perhaps now we're still tgt... I keep browse thru the sms he sent... Till eyes filled with tears... Why am i torturing myself?! Did i really misunderstand something? Wad am i still expecting? SIYI WAKE UP PLS IS IMPOSSIBLE ANYMOREEE!!! And i realise i still alcohol to stop all these misery~ *i just need a space in ur heart.. And know that place* SHIT ME!! STUPID ME!!! DUMB ME!!!! I'm going insane~

Last night i dreamt of him scolded me angrily for not replying his smses, also dreamt of i got nose cancer~ Will that really happen? I wish i'll leave this tiring world seriously! Life is nothing but full of nonsense and burden!

i had my favourite strawberry with honey today =)

--Dumdum wants to live in her fairytales, FOREVER --
1/16/2009 11:34:00 PM





Dumdum™
Name: Ellise Ng
Age/Status: 30 Single
Birthday:June
Zodic:Gemini
Email:: Dumdumlicious@hotmail.com


Adores™
Her Family&Friends
Monmon
Drawing
Scrapbook
Card Making
Music
Stitch & Donald duck
ice-Cream
Rainy Day
Snow
chocolate
Fairytales


Desire™
Improve myself for better
Expect less
Love & Smile more
Able cherish everything i have
Be happy
Be contented
Play with snow
Tour around the world
Overseas with love ones
Fabulous results
Do voluntary work
Refurbishing my room with my designs
Beauty up


indulgent™
The Palace's
Junnie's
Mimiliciuos's
Mattias's
Nee's
Nicole's
Miko's
Jolin's
Elaine's
Petester's
Rainie's
Joanne's
Hiitsu's
HiO.w's
Tomoya's
Eunice's
Joyneo's