last night, i was so drunk yet i can't gets to slp! My brain & mind was him! Words from my friends "you are stupidest girl i've ever know! do you think he's still love you after everything?" And right! since then he haven't been saying the 3 words to me.. The 3 words he used to said so much when he looked into my eyes~ I'm thinking alot on how am i chase him back or i'm just annoying him? Should i just leave him alone? Then what those kisses and hugs from him? i dunno!! Was those action more than words from him? To think back he nv smoke infront of me cos he doesn't wanna destory the image or dun wanna hurts me.. And what's that? I prayed hard to get brain cancer, anything that i can die within a year or a month! My head is bursting i'm no longer know who am i.. What i'm thinking~

Sweet words are just a find of coax. We can't find it in realistic. I notice i've deleted all those sweet words he used to tells me.. Tell me Qing the 3 words is not just words! But somehow now those are just sweet talk! There's no more "love" in my dictionary until someday mayb it's u again to fill it up my dictionary~ To chase you back! i wonder how when u've close down every entrance of your heart and youself.. i'll just nv able to get near to you!

Anyway thanks to Nicole and Miko! Hopefully they are fine too! 1/31/2009 09:24:00 PM