Fri 30 Jan 09:
Jin started his wooing on me... and me start on wooing on him.. i always thinks of giving up.. but tell myself not yet... if 4th of april i didn;t get his heart... i'd let go and die at the age of 29.. why i was so cfm abt my death... cos i told him and myself b4.. he will b my last and might b the only guy... in fact to me he's the only possible to b the 1 i'm marrying to... if not i'll end my life~ however no matter how much sms i tried, he seldom reply or shd i say dun reply me that makes me despair... i keep telling for my future i have to fight! like once i fight for him and finally got him in my life... will this time still b the same?! i really wish i'm the girl in the story of "you are here" by low kay hwa.. the girl died in an accident infront of her love one.. and leave this painful world... If the time i've given to Jin and he's able to win my heart.. i'll give myself to him... and still died at the age of 29... and him will know nth abt me.. and hav his happiness... i'll only do my very best while i could... Qing pls, dun turn me down... i dunno wad i'd become... pls tell me we'll walk down the street holding hands tgt~ the girl u r waiting for is still me... so long u haven get another girl is also cos of me.. MELT ME PLS! dun let me wait too long till i give up with despair and end myself... i've been trying kill myself for mths~

Today was my last day of work... we had pizza hut... =D i love u girls... and i've drank alot... wine after wine then sake... give me a bad hang over!

Thu 29 Jan 09:
i'm slowly turning into a worm... a bookworm... where ever i go wadever i do i was glued to a story book... No picture at all.. all was wordings for the 22 yrs of life this was the 1st time i've read so much story book! cos of him.. i'm still chasing after wad he's on... yet i still dunno wad he's chasing... was is it me or someone else? 1/30/2009 08:53:00 PM