Eh~ I've been sleeping whole day.. Wake up and sleep! Today i dunno why i feel so empty? My monster has been naughty for days~ I wish to bring monster out with him soon! He's almost online everyday and chat with me in msn.. But we seems like got nothing much to talk! Why and when did us become so stranger?! My friend told me that actually he's also not sure what he wants.. We hav been patching and breaking for the past 2 yrs... And now we're still sitting around! How long more we're going drag? Wasting our youth just like that? When will us really settle down? If we're tgt what can i give him? Will i give alot nonsense again.. Instead of helping him relax, i add more stress to him~

To think back, for the past 23 years what have i done for myself and peoples around me? Beside throwing trumpet, eat, slp and play what else i've done? Any meaningful things i did for anyone?

Nothing came out from my head! Only word came out was "Regrets"
Regrets for creating unnesscery things for my mom & him!
Regrets is i have for myself! 2/24/2009 05:27:00 AM