I didn't sleep whole night... went to work straight after my gaming.. manage to open my eyes big while working... when i reached home, i speed up my bathing and facial~ Then went to take a nap! However my monster wake me up! i wanted sleep early!! save money for my ipod alot new songs to hear~ =D

Well, i can't keep my eyes away from the flowers.. 9 flowers! But the~ My fav flower is not the rose but those purple flowers cos in the night they are freaking beautiful! As there's some white flowers that looks like tiny white rose! when day time you can't see them! Aiya i dunno how to describe larr~ Gotta see it yourself!! Cant wait wed to come then march... Got much more time to be with him~

*** why? he's treating me not bad but why am i still emo-ing, crying and drinking? Is it i let my depression over take me? i dunno why i feel heartache~ i dunno why i feel emptiness in myself?! URG! why am i so complicated? This song keep making my eyes wet~*** 2/15/2009 10:32:00 PM