i've think alot the whole night.. i slpt in the morning again~ His game nick fall4you! and the coldness towards me, sure got some meaning and tht's is he fall for somebody.. Mayb is the past! But after trying to get him back.. which is tiring cos, he'd seldom reply my sms or what.. Wont call me.. wont miss me either! I just someone who keeps bothering him that's why he can't help leting go of me.. when i keep pestering him! I'm just a burden to him! Perhaps i'm thinking and digging much again! But i can't help! No worries, i'm fine this time =D And i'd find something keep me busy again and put down everything~

Werid things is, i'm dissapointed but not angry! Is okay~ i've know it since ytd he didn't call me! but is ok! Really ok!~ i wont cry this time right? =

Or maybe i'd just accept any guy who hav feelings for me! Starting a new r/s is the easiers ways to let go! Is hard to love others but i might try! Cos i dun wanna b a burden!

sometimes i really wish to read his diary, so that i know his feelings, his trouble, his happiness or sorrows.. Even if the truth hurts me that much! i dun mind! Cos u r my qingwei. No matter how much hurts from you is still worth it~ i'd nv know anything abt him! and he'd nv know my feelings too heh! silly me again, he'd nv visit here!~ 2/18/2009 04:12:00 PM