lol! It's only afternoon, yet i wanted to drink that much! I feel giddy now~ Mayb is cos of the pills i took! My cousin gave me some bad headache pills and it's stronger than panadol, i guess.. I'm so tired that my eyes hardly open up and i've got no strength at all! Mayb i'm just weak~ Past 23 years i've nv anyhow ate medicine.. I dun really take panadol as well.. But last yr and this yr, i've been taking pills like nobody business! I myself know the consciences of anyhow taking pills without doctor prescription.. My mom stopped me, and scolded me for anyhow taking pills.. I just took the med and replied her "唉丫! 死不了啦!" and then lock myself in the room again..
This few weeks i haven been eating well, slping well! Infact i dun eat or slp unless i hav to~

i'm just simply tired of living! Really!! i hate to cry and digging much everday! My life is damn meaningless larr~
Anyway glad that Jin pick up himself.. He's is stronger than i am! Infact everyone is.. I'm indeed a weakling!! His birthday is on March! But i dunno when.. I dunno shd i ask him out again? Or shd i stay like this? 2/27/2009 02:17:00 PM