Sigh~ another day slacking at home.. I wasn't in mood for anything~ But still met Jin up for dinner as promised! I dun wanna give empty promises thus i drag myself to AMK centre... Went for some restock and my monster's food! After that we had dinner at the S11. Jin thanks for your care, dinner and strength! =D

Another day of waiting~ Still get empty hands after waiting. No reply or calls from him! I dun hav any enegry anymore. I think i might slowly MiA from him again! i really tired.. Why? why does love and happiness i'm holding on my hands, disappeared when loosen just like that? Just a quick look, it's gone! totally disappeared! Why it has to be the hardest things to get in life! We human nv stop chasing after love, happiness and money!
When will i able to end this painful and hurtsful life of mine?
When will there b a fullstop in my story?!
I really unable to hold on any longer!
I know this feeling, and i hate this feeling
it's telling me i'm gonna break down soon!

Loving you is hard yet why am i still so in love with you?
siyi, when will u replace your drinking with love again?
why i dun hav the courage to end my life? why can't i overcome the pain?

Could someone tell me what's the difference between memories and pain?


2/04/2009 11:26:00 PM